"All My Tears Have Been Used Up"

Part 5 ~ (last part) Dear Past/Future self ~

Time skip

Dear future self/past self,

It's been about a week or so. I am slowly getting over kuroo. I have been living with the boys sense than. Oikawa moved into kuroos old room so that I could have his room instead of having to be in that d*ck heads old room. Me and Bokuto have been getting quite close too.

Everyone in my family by now knows about what my sister and kuroo did. I told kuroos mom what he did. When I told her she gave me and hug and said sorry over and over again. I felt so bad for her, I just can't imagine the pain she was in from hearing the news. It might be a little over the top sometimes with the amount of people who know about it.

Thank you and hope to see you again,
Sincerely y/n

Fast forward a couple of years later

Dear past self/future self,

It's been a couple years sense than. I have graduated high school and college now. Same with the boys. Oikawa and iwa finally got together after them both told me they liked one another. Kenma came out as bi a couple months ago. He's currently is dating a girl and yes he no longer has contact with The Rat (kuroo). Akaashi has been dating a girl named rose for a coup of months now.

And well of course I saved the best for last. Me and Bokuto are better than ever. We started dating a month after the rat and me broke up. We aren't dating anymore. But something even better. We just got ENGAGED. I know I know it's crazy. Well we decided to get married not because we decided to take it a step further, but also because we are have a little one coming soon. I am so excited for the baby and the wedding.

Oh and for the rat and my sister.... wellllll no one had really spoken to like either of them in the past couple years. Some people say there dead, others say they moved the France. Some say they went to American. And others say the went into hiding from all of the hate from everyone.

Thank you and hope to see you again,
Sincerely y/n

Fast forward a couple months to after the wedding

Dear Past/future self,

It's the day after my wedding... and well there's a lot that happened. First when I was walking up to my almost husband I saw how handsome and adorable he looked in his suit. His hair was slick back and he had a tuxedo on. He was looking at me as I walked down to him. His eyes were so filled with happiness. After I got there and we did all our vows and the priest was about to ask if anyone didn't agree with the marriage between me and Bokuto. No one stood up but than someone walked in or should I say some people walked into the wedding... uninvited too.

"We don't agree with the marriage of Y/n L/n and Kōtarō Bokuto" said non other than Tetsurō Kuroo. My sister S/n L/n was there too... in WHITE dress/tuxedo just like mine. The rat was in a tuxedo... a quit nice one too. My eyes widened as they got to them both. I am sure bokutos did the same. "And why is that" the priest said. "Because I still love Y/n" the rat said. I cringed at hearing that. "And you" the priest said looking at S/n. "I-I am in love with Bokuto" S/n said and blushed.

"Are you kidding me" I said. "You cheated on ME not the other way around" you said. Bokuto grabbed your hands and held the gently and said to S/n " I don't love you back S/n.. also not to mention your a slut, so all of the above. You dated her boyfriend at the time knowing d*mn well that they were together. That's just wrong, And I love Y/n more than anything, why would I give them up for you" Bokuto said with a angry face. He tightened his grip on my hands a little. "I am not sorry to say kuroo but I don't love you back.. at least not anymore I do" I said. "Please leave" I said. "B-but Y/n I am your sister" S/n said. "Not anymore you are... I hate you now GET OUT" I screamed the last part. My sister ran out crying.. probably at the fact I said I hated her and didn't think of her as my sister anymore. And for kuroo well he just stood there than he finally said after a good couple seconds "I am sorry". "Sorry cant fix a broken heart kuroo... what you did was beyond what i thought was the worst you could do. But you know what can" I said. "What" he said. Is mailed and looked at Bokuto and said "someone to help you through the pain, patients, kindness, and most importantly people who truly love you for who you are, well in this case a certain someone" I put me head onto bokutos chest and smiled really big. "Ok... I understand.. I am still sorry though.. I knowwhat I did back than was wrong and am now truly sorry" he said. "Your right, what you did was wrong and childish... I want you to get out of here and never look back... tell my "sister" the same thing" I said with my eyes closed. "...ok" kuroo said.