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JIMIN POV

We, BTS and Bang PD-nim, were having dinner with my parents at their house. I couldn't focus on anything, the world around me seemed blur. Everyone was talking but I could only hear some muffled sounds. The food, my favorite food, was tasteless to me. I was staring at nothingness and munching the food kept in front of me. My right hand, holding the chopstick, was itself feeding me. Since the day I've heard that voice, I am lost, wondering: will I be able to hear her voice again? How beautiful she must be in person?

I asked Yeon Jae noona so many times after that day to introduce me to that girl, her roommate, but she kept on ignoring the topic. I almost begged her but then I thought maybe Y/N asked her to not tell me anything.

"Jimin-ah! JIMIN-AH!" my mom shouted bringing me back to earth.

"Nae eomma?!"

"What happened to you? You are physically here but mentally somewhere else. Is everything alright?"

I shook my head before making any excuse. "I-I just don't feel like eating. Can I go and take a rest?"

"Will you stay here, Hyung?" Jungkook asked me.

"Yes, Jungkook! After so many days I got to see my parents. I missed them so much so I am staying here but will come back tomorrow." I said smiling and went to my room and plopped myself on my bed. "AHH, it feels so nice." Saying that I closed my eyes.

To be honest I just wanted some private space and here I'll get enough time to come up with a plan on how to ask Yeon Jae noona why she is ignoring this topic.

I was just resting on my bed, my eyes opened as I couldn't sleep when a plan suddenly popped inside my mind. This plan doesn't seem too good but I will just give it a try after the concert. Many questions were popping in my head but I shrugged them off and went to sleep.

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I opened my eyes when someone knocked on my door. I turned the knob opening the door a little to see my mom with waffles and coffee on a tray in her hand.

"My baby, here have your breakfast before you leave." She said smiling though I knew she was forcing it.

"Mom? What happened all of a sudden? I didn't say I'm leaving right now." I said while taking the tray from her I grabbed her arm lightly making her sit on the bed beside me. "Spill."

"Jiminah, you see I and your dad were longing to see you and when you showed up you s-said y-you w-will leave the n-next day." She was tearing up. It broke my heart so bad, tears started forming in my eyes. I couldn't help but cry in front of my already broken mom. I was feeling so nasty, it was like I'm a bad son who just used his parents. My mom is very sensitive about me and seeing her cry breaks me apart. I once promised my dad that even if I see my mom crying I won't give her company in crying but will make her calm, support her and wipe her tears. But I failed. I failed to become a good son. I broke the promise I made.

I will call Jin Hyung and inform him that I will stay with my parents for a while.

"E-eomma d-don't s-say like that. I will stay here with you both I promise." I wiped her tears and held her hands. She looked in my eyes like she was looking directly at my soul. "I mean it, mom. I am gonna stay with you both. I. Promise!"

"Chincha?" I nodded while smiling.

"Now stop crying cause you know it breaks me when you cry." My gaze went to the tray she brought.

"Wow, mom you still remember I like having waffles and coffee in the morning. My beautiful caring eomma I love you from the moon and back." I jumped to the tray making her giggle.

"Jal meokneunda (eat well). I will leave." Saying that she got up but I pulled her back.

"Nope, you will stay here and eat with me. Say AAAA"

She opened her mouth and I filled her mouth with a large piece of waffle. She pinched my cheeks playfully as we both laughed.

Jimin is seriously soo sweet. Well, something is cooking inside his head. What it could be?? Let's think together ARMY.