Complexities (Jikook) PAUSED

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Update! I'm very sick (chest pains and vomiting all day) . I'm gonna get to a hospital soon, so this will be short. I love y'all.

Jimin reached home and went to shower. He was exhausted of being this way. Alone and miserable while he was married. He quietly showered as he cried silently. He ate an apple for dinner and lay in bed. Alone.

Jungkook was held back at work. His mind was now in overdrive and he didn't want to talk.
"Jungkook, we need to be in Busan for a few days. So we leave on Monday." Taehyung said.
"How long?" Jungkook asked.
"Well. We'll be back in five days." Namjoon said.
"Two days before Jimin's birthday. But my anniversary... I'll miss it?" Jungkook's heart ached.

"I mean... This is important. You have to be there. Make it up to him on his birthday." Jin said reluctantly. It seemed heartless saying that. Jungkook closed his eyes and sighed, at least he'd have a weekend with his husband. He nodded but it felt wrong. The boys worked over time and Jungkook reached home at 2AM.

He went to his room and found Jimin asleep. He went to shower and then came out dressed in gray sweatpants while he was shirtless.
"Jimin.." He whispered in his ear as he hugged him from behind.
"Mm.. Jungkook.." Jimin mumbled.
"Baby.." Jungkook whispered and kissed his neck.
"What's wrong?" Jimin turned around and hugged his husband.

Jungkook got on top of him and hid his face in the crook of his neck.
"Jungkook.. All okay?" Jimin caressed his head.
"There's a meeting.. I have to leave for Busan on Monday.. For five days... I don't want to miss our anniversary.." Jungkook breathed out.
"Oh .." Jimin said choking back tears.

"It's okay. You'll be here for my birthday, right?" Jimin asked and Jungkook nodded.
"But.." Jungkook's breathing became faster.
"Its okay.. Jung-" Jimin was cut off by Jungkook's lips on his.

"You know you're everything to me.. Right? But work is very important to me too. Not as important as you, though. Please.. You know that, right?" Jungkook said softly.
"I know!" Jimin said instantly and cupped his face.
"I love you so much." Jimin cried and Jungkook looked down at his husband.
"I love you.. I love you. I love you." Jungkook said as he kissed him all over his face.

Jimin pushed Jungkook onto the mattress, he sat up. Jimin straddled him and kissed him hard. Jungkook took his tshirt off and their bodies were glued to eachother. They missed each other so much, even though they were married. Funny how sometimes the ones we love the most are the ones we can't talk to.

Jungkook stripped Jimin and himself off, then grabbed lube from the bedside table and coated his fingers with it. He inserted his fingers in him and Jimin moaned against his lips. Jungkook was in love with Jimin as much as Jimin was in love with him. There was no doubt about it but their marriage was suffering. They both knew.

The problem being that they both had different reasons and couldn't say it. Just couldn't. They just didn't want to believe it was happening. Jimin kissed Jungkook's neck as he slowly began riding him.

He was holding him so close as if he'd slip away if he didn't hold onto him. He kissed him, kept kissing him till they were both breathless but couldn't stay away. Jimin felt how much Jungkook needed him too. He slowly picked up the pace while looking into his eyes.

The loving expression hadn't changed. Even after so many years.
"Ah... I love you..." Jimin said moaning as he began feeling his orgasm building.
"You're my Jimin. Mine. Always will be. And I am all yours." Jungkook said against his lips as he thrusted harder.
"Ah.. Ah..." Jimin's body was shaking as he felt overwhelmed with emotion and pleasure. Those words, Jungkook's scent, his voice, they way he felt. Pure ecstacy. Pure love.

They both moaned against each other as they went faster.
"Fuckk..." Jimin held Jungkook close and Jungkook bit his neck softly as he came. They looked into each other's eyes, bodies sweaty, eyes glassy, breathing hitched. This was a relationship too good to give up on.

They were meant to be.