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A/N: I'm very prou About this one:)

TW: BLOOD, STRONG/FOUL LANGUAGE, MATURE SCENES, DEATH, KNIVES,

I was laying on the ground. Everything just hurt. My breathing was heavy and fast. Blood all over my body. My head hurt, it felt like it could explode every second. I cried while looking down at me, my hands shaking, no, my whole body shaking, I've never felt so much pain in my life. My lungs burning within every breath. My thoughts running, I can't take this anymore, but I have to. I felt like giving up, letting go so that the pain would go away, but in the same moment I saw them. These grey eyes so deep and intense, so full of life, so pretty. They are a whole universe so beautiful. I opened my eyes and saw a pool of blood on the ground. Growing within every second. My blood.

"Oh, look at you so pathetic. He said while dragging my head to the side with his shoe. He looked at me with disgust, he leant down to me and grabbed my chin. You could just tell me where they are, and the pain would he stabbed his knife back into my stomach causing me to scream and whimper in pain, just stop. Your pain would just stop. Or do you really want to die, you're a worthless whore. a smirk appeared on his face, he liked to see me in pain. He laughed at me, loud, a second later he pulled the knife out of my stomach, stood up and said Think about it, sweetie. while walking out of the room, leaving me on the ground with even more blood dripping out of my stomach, I tried to stop it with my hand, but I knew that I was lost, I knew I could never make it out of here. I cried, I dont want to die, not yet. There they were again, his eyes, beautiful as ever. The eyes I loved, the eyes I trust.

I opened my eyes and put the tiny rest of my strength together, I tried standing up, holding on to the chair which I sat on, before I got tortured. I tried my best to calm down and breathe but it hurt so bad. I fell back onto the ground, tried to stand up again and fell back to the ground. Again, again thats all I could think about. After a fourth try I finally got up, I took a deep breath, closing my eyes and seeing his beautiful eyes again looking at me as no one ever has. Pure love. I knew that I had just a second to apperate, when he comes in again, just a second when the door is open, otherwise I could never get out because of the spells. I hurtfully took my shirt of and tried to hold it onto my wound. I was ready. After waiting for some minutes, he came back inside.

And, my whore did you think about finally telling me where they are. I could see his shocked eyes as I did it. I actually apparated. Seconds, later I felt my feet on the ground again. He sat there on his desk writing something, as I bumped to the ground our eyes were connected just for a millisecond. I smiled to the fact that it was real this time, the eyes that kept me alive the whole time but then everything went black.

He was writing a letter to her, in hope that she'll be alive. Somewhere, he knew that he couldnt send the letter due the fact that he didnt know where she was. His life has been dark and sad since she has been missing. Two weeks of a missing Ellie. He heard a sound of someone falling onto their knees. Looking up from his letter and turning around he saw her and looked directly into her watery eyes, he couldn't believe what was in front of him, but she bumped down to the floor completely. He ran towards her, tears in his eyes, putting her head onto his lap. His heart shattered into pieces as he looked down her body. Covered in blood. Obviously, her's. The bruises on her skin. The scratches on her skin. It broke his heart seeing her like this.

"Stay with me. "He brought out while brushing his thumb over her check.

"Please. "

"I can't loose you."

"Please" he cried. He took off his shirt and pushed it onto her stomach in hope it would rescue her somehow, due to the pressure my eyes flattered open and a little whimper escaped my lips. He looked at me, he had cried. I saw the fear and despair in his eyes. His beautiful eyes.

As he saw her eyes he tried to keep his self together, he pulled out his wand and wanted to apparate to St.Mungos, but I stopped him.

"I can't, it hurts to bad. It would kill me. "

But I have to bring you there or you die right here and I cant let that happen. He said while cupping her face into his big hands.

"I can't just loose you. "He added.

"I know Draco, but I can't do it. " He wanted to stand up and get some help otherwise.

"Stop, stay with me, please stay. "I cried.

"I can feel it stay with me." He looked at me with watery eyes.

"I don't want to watch you dying." He said while letting his head fall down to her body, crying. Sobbing. He looked at her once again.

"You're the prettiest girl in this world." He said brushing his thumb over her cheek, forcing a smile. For her. I put all my strength together and ripped my necklace off. He watched me confused.

"Take it and never forget me. I brought out while crying. "It broke my heart seeing him in pain.

He took my hand with the necklace and pressed it onto his chest right where his heart was.

"I won't. I would never forget you Ellie."

*flashback*

"This is for you." He said, his cheeks red handing me a little present. It was my 15th Birthday, and I was happier then ever. I spent the whole day with my friends, and it was just perfect and now the best, enjoying the time with my best friend Draco Malfoy. He was literally the best, he would always make me laugh, we knew each other better than we probably knew ourselves, we simply had the best time of our life. Together. I took the present and slowly opened it with a huge smile plastered onto my face while saying

"Thank you, shinning star."

"You know I don't like it, when you call me that." He said while giggling. As I opened the present, I saw a necklace with a leaf. I felt the tears forming in my eyes.

"Thank you, that's the prettiest necklace I've ever received. " A tear rolled down my cheek, he really knew how much that meant to me. My mother died at the age of 17 two weeks before her 18th Birthday because of me. I heard a lot of stories about her, and my dad always said:

"Everything she ever wanted was to be free, just like the leafes floating with the wind. " And so did I. I loved the wind and I loved the feeling of freedom, I always felt free with Draco.

"Seriously, Draco thats awesome, I love it. " I said while giving it back to him, turning around and moving my hair to the side. He got the hint as he was putting it on his hand brushed my shoulder and I immediately got shivers sent down my spine and rising butterflies in my stomach. That was the moment, I knew that Draco Malfoy was never just my best friend.

*flashback ends*

I've never seen him crying so hard.

"Please, be happy when I'm gone." I said. He looked at me. Pain. Fear. Despair. Disbelieve. That was the only thing I could see in his eyes and it hurt me more than my wounds did. And I knew that he'll never be happy again same as I knew that he'd never be just my best friend.

"I love you." He said kissing my lips one last time. This kiss was pure love, so soft and full of emotions.

"I love you too, my shinning star." After that I passed away. Forever.

Draco was now alone, leaning over his dead girlfriend, crying, screaming, sobbing. Two weeks before her 18th Birthday just like her mother.

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⏰ Last updated: May 19, 2021 ⏰

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