Sinning For You

Announcement

We get up at 8 this morning because Ethan is picking out my outfit it was December 14 very close to Christmas so he had to choose something
Warm Or I would die from Hypothermia

(Your outfit)

  He says I can wear his flannel shirt and I got my nails done a couple of days ago so he chose a shirt that matches my nail "Looks pretty good" I say shocked " well of course it does now come on lets get going" he says Ethan lives 30 minutes from Orrville so we have to leave a bit earlier than I would in Orrville we get into town and I see we have about 10 minutes before we have to be there so "Baby???😘😘😘" I say cutely "What babe?" He says knowing what's next "can we go to Starbucks??" We both say at the same time " hey I was supposed to say that" I say upset I shift myself away from him and move his hand from my thigh  "Aww baby I'm sorry I was just playing around!" he says apologizing I say nothing we get to the church and I try to get out of the door but I can't because Ethan runs around to my side of the car and opens the door "babe did you really think that I was about to make you open the door by yourself?" He asked I got out of the car "thanks babe" I kiss his cheek we walk hand in hand inside the church and he gets a Notification I look over and he shifts to where I can't see his screen "hey why can't I see your phone?" I say confused "Because" he says Coldly "okay" I drop his hand and walk into the sanctuary and I then hear him talking to someone I look around the corner to see him talking to a girl that attends the church and all I hear is "okay thank you so much I will talk to you later" Ethan says my heart shattered in a million pieces was he cheating on me I thought to myself until I got a little pull on my shirt "hewo?" A little boy says " oh hello!" I say calmly he hands me a note and walks off I stare at him confused I look at the letter it says turn around of course I turn around and I see my best friend Nico *Yes I'm talking about you !NICO!* "OMG NICO WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE??!?!!?" I say Excitedly " well I thought I would fly down here to see you and I know that your dad is Christian so I assumed that you would be at his church and I remember coming here with you your mom and dad a few years ago" Nico said then my ?boyfriend? Walks over and puts his hand around my waist " hello I'm Pastor Ethan and you are?" Ethan says "oh oh oh me um my name is*looks at me * what's my name again?" Nico asked " Nico,Nico Smith" I say then wiper in Nico's ear " this is my boyfriend!" Nico stares at me in complete shock " Um this is nico my best friend" i say coldly and I grab nico's hand and walk to find a seat in the front row today I was supposed to do sing Build my life of course and then Ethan comes up and does his sermon anyway church starts I walk up on stage "Good Morning Everyone I am Alissa as you all know and we are so happy you were able to attend church this morning and even for those ones watching on Facebook we are super glad *music starts to play*  Let get worshiping  ✨Holy there is no one like you there is none beside you open up my eyes In wonder and show me who you are and fill me with you love and take me in your arms and those around me...✨" I finish the song and I had to do a little more stuff and then people started to awww and make cute noises I was so confused until I turn around and see Ethan down on one knee with a promise ring

(Awww I just can't)

Omg I thought to myself wait wasn't he cheating on me? I didn't care any more "Awww Baby?" I say on the verge of crying "Will you take this promise ring and promise me you will marry me?" Ethan ask " Oh um I don't know *his face drops* baby I'm only joking yes I promise to marry you!" I say crying everyone claps "NO JUST FUCKING NO YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT! NOW GET OFF OF YOUR KNEE AND START PREACHING I CAME TO CHURCH FOR GOD AND NOT TO SEE MY DAUGHTER FALL IN LOVE WITH A PEDOFILE" my dad gets done screaming "I'm sorry sir but I'm only 19" Ethan says proving him wrong "Exactly and Alissa is only 16!" My so called father yelled at my boyfriend " Michael how stupid can you get?" I said to Michael *my so called father* "since when was I Michael and not dad you know what no if you and this pedo are so in love then you can get out of my house and never come back do you understand me or not because if you do you can stay but if you dont you belong to the streets!" Michael screams at me " hey now I know your her dad but that is no way to treat a lady and if you do kick her out she can come live with me Alissa is the kindest, sweetest,most heart warming person I know do you under stand Me?" Ethan says irritated at this point Ethan was in my dads face" YOU DO NOT YOU KNOW WHAT?" my dad asked " no what?" Ethan says my dad punches Ethan in the face leaving a bloody nose And the audience is just sitting there watching like👁👄👁 and Nico is like 👁👅👁 " I wonder who's gonna win?"says caramelball  *Also know as Nico* Ethan gets up "FINE YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT OLD MAN GET OUT OF MY CHURCH NOW!" Ethan yells at my dad "fine I guess I will...oh and I fucked your mom! So you may or may not get a brother or sister!" My dad blurted okay dad that was a little low even for you! everyone's eyes ran toward Ethan's mom " Hunny what is this man talking about??" Says John Ethan's dad  "....👁👄👁 NOTHING I DID NOTHING OF THE SUCH!!!" she blurted out instantly "Alissa lets go now!" My dad said "no!" I say sternly "ALISSA NOW YOU ARE A 16 YEAR OLD AND I FORBID YOU TO BE WITH THIS...THIS...THIS THAT!!!" My dad screamed at me " NO BECAUSE I AM A 17 YEAR OLD AND I AM OLD ENOUGH TO MOVE OUT OF YOUR STUPID HOUSE SO IF YOU DONT MIND GET THE HECK OUT OF HERE!!!!! LIKE MY BOYFRIEND SAID!" I yelled back "whatever slut" he says smirking "DAD!" I say hurt I instantly break down into tears the last time I got called a slut was by my ex-boyfriend whom abused me, and raped me over and over again every night the man who forced me to Marry him the man who ruined my life! He walks out of the church and slams the door causing the glass to break " Everyone I am really really sorry about this please forgive me and my girlfriend her dad is just being *I give him a look* never mind but I am really really sorry about all that you had to see please forgive us we will be having a party for this on Wednesday afternoon so we would be really happy if you could come for us to make it up😁" Ethan says trying to make a apology to every single person in this FRICKING room everyone leaves until its just me and Ethan he hands me the ring "Darling I'm sorry I fucked everything thing up today" I cut him off by kissing him full on the lips his hands find  there way to my waist he try's to pull off my shirt but I stop him "babe we are still at church" I say calmly " fine lets go up to my Office😏" Ethan says picking me up and carrying me up the stairs with me around his waist we end up doing it in his office and then we both fall asleep