Chapter 38 Decision with Special Chapters

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MIN CHAN'S POV

"Baekhyun, can we talk?" I asked him again he was dumfounded by what I meant but he got it. We motioned him to the rooftop

"Yes Min Chan?" Baekhyun asked as we reached on the rooftop.

"Baekhyun... you see.... um....." My fears attacked me again. I don't know where to start. Should I call it for a day? But I already called him and there's no backing up.

"You see, at first I was really scared to say it because I don't know if it's the right time. But then you suffered so much for me and that's where I found my conciousness.--" He cut me.

"Wait, you said too much. Please go straight to the point." Baekhyun said then i heaved out a sigh.

"I'm forgiving you now Baek." I said. My hands were cold and sweaty, my heart won't stop from beating.

"What?" Baekhyun asked again.

"I said I'm forgiving you now Byun Baekhyun." I said.

"Really?" Baekhyun asked.

"I'm perfectly sure Baek. I can't stand a day without hearing your voice. My day is not harmonized without seeing your figure. I feel lonely when you're not paying visits in my home. You always suffer for me but all I did was to suffer you more. Indeed I was selfish." I looked down while saying that. I just don't want be emabarrased by my own words but all of those were all true.

"Min Chan..." He spoke. Hearing that voice made me sob. Then it all went out.

"Shhh, don't cry. Eommonim will kill me if I made you cry again." He managed to cheer me up but it didn't work. "You don't have to say sorry Min Chan. I'm the one who's sorry not you. I made you suffer for 4 years. I'm the one who's selfish not you." Baekhyun cupped my face to lift my head up. "I'm wrong, you think you're wrong, everybody's wrong because we're not perfect. Not perfect to make our decisions clearly. I thought that if I leave you, everythong will turn alright one I agree to Ri Seul's plan but no because i thought of others and not you. I did that because to save everyone from harm. I was completely stupid when I agreed yo her plan. We both suffered Min Chan. I suffered 3 years of fake relationship with Ri Seul. You suffered for 4 years waiting for my return but I didn't came. We're both equal Min Chan." Baekhyun said while staring at my eyes sincerely. I was mesmerized by his words.

"I think this is the chance that wr should start a new." He added.

"Yes, I think so too." I smiled slightly. I just don't have the mood to smile because I can't get over of my current feelings.

"How about this, we should forgive each other, that would be fair right?" He said then I nodded.

"Ok I'll start, Min Chan. I'm sorry for making you suffer for 4 years to be exact. I'm sorry for being so selfish and a jerk to you. Please forgive me." Baekhyun apologized.

"Apology accepted. My turn, Baekhyun, I'm sorry for being a burdensome to you for the past weeks. I'm so heartless yet a selfish girl. Please forgive me." I apologized to him.

"Apology is always accepted. Come here and give me a hug." He opened his arms and offered a hug. I smiled because of his childish side. It's good to be back. I hugged him and also felt really warm by his embrace.

"Can you start calling me oppa again instead of Baekhyun? Because it feel like your older than me."

"Sure...... oppa." I said then i felt the hug getting tighter and I heard him sobbing.

"Oppa? Are you ok?" I asked him and the hug got tighter than before. He moderetely broke the hug and faced me, staring at my concerned eyes while I stared at his eyes flooded with tears.

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