BET (COMPLETED)

chapter 10

 Date: 14 Nov 2018

Hi pie..

Things got worst everything is lie everything he told me is lie. He just used me and then throw me. How can be I so fool who got in his charm and get pranked or fooled by him. He just used me for his bet. I'm just a bait of a bet which he using to trap me and he got successful so perfectly.

Its hurt so much pie to be betrayed by someone who you love huh I'm such a naïve stupid girl who just bait for him.

The whole thing he told me in this fake relation is fake as him so fake, you cant think what I feel when I reached school and all freaking eyes on me of school, some laughing and some giving me a pity eyes and I don't know why.

But when I got to know that time its too late to back off or regrets, there're many pictures of me where I making out with Ryan and he taking off my dress, the picture of lounge date,

The worst thing that Ryan watching me and laughing with his members, when I told him what is this he laughed and told me you are such a naïve girl who just used by me for a bet. Look at you who will take you as a girlfriend. I'm Ryan the ace of school and you no one, how you think that I will love you damn you such an easy bait girl.

That time I lost everything it's like someone crushed me badly or I hitted by truck, I want to that time its maybe some dream but no it's so real and so true.

Every one laughing on me. One by one new things came up to destroy me more and more. Rose came to me and told you are so stupid and laughed on me.

I shocked on her because she stands with Ryan and he smiling with her. she told me that she gives me lot of hint to back off by sending me a note but I'm a just fool.

At that time, I want to cry just cry because I can't handle any other reality.

Every thing from start is plan a great plotting of story how to make a naïve girl fall in love and dump her.

That photographs not hurt much then the trust he broke, the promises he shattered. Its hurts very bad, my heart is bleeding in pain of his betrayed.

Why he did that to me? What I did to him that he play with me or with my emotion. Huh I'm so naïve and stupid that got in his bet.

I'm just puppet for him and he used me how he wants to. Why Ryan I trusted you so much. But look what he did!

Rose also included in plan what a great friend. Who know that Kris also an included into a plan?

I don't want to face everything; I want this pain go but nothing happening. My mom and dad panicking about me getting stress that what happened to me, why I'm not eating huh what I tell them what?

That my fucking boyfriend used me for a bet whom I trust more than anything that guy whom you guys think he is a gentleman and love me.

That who broke me and myself. What I tell them that everything from start is a lie.

I'm a just a bait to him a bet.

Bye.

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3 months later

Date: 6 march 2019

Exam just started and I didn't know how to tackle with them. I try to learn but nothing stay for the hour in my mind. People laugh on me and called me with different names. I thought things will changed with some time but 3 weeks gone but nothing changed. Still they called me with names, funny thing about me but what changed is him. He changed a lot in these 3 months He didn't looked at me and not say anyone something when they called me despo or whore.

But he not smiled or laughed with other but this things happening to me all of this because of him and his stupid bet. which he made to make himself cool.

My mom and dad got to know all things about school and they told the principal but students stop for the 2 days and things became same after that huh.

I don't want to think about it but whenever I closed my eyes things occurs. I'm having nightmares and panic attack.

I doesn't told about it to my parents but I know somewhere they know something off with me and I also know that something changed in me.

Its like my soul is dead, I don't want to smile or live its seems everything is end to me.

Ryan changed me and my life. Before him I'm sad but not dead but after him its feel scattered whole and fully.

Exams not going well, my dreams are shattering and me broken.

Bye.

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Date; 14 march 2019

Exam got overs and I try to give 100% but I cant that I know for sure. I don't know that if I graduate or not because my exams gone bad.

I try to dealt with every situation but things became harder and harder by the time passed. At the school everyone not shouting with name but muttering which more worst then shouting, students trying to ignored me but there eagle I cant.

And more worst thing is Ryan groups who said mostly bad about me like I'm a slut and whore who sleep with anyone in school.

They release my contact number at porn site and then people were calling me for laid or sex. They make my life worst but he didn't stop them. My so called bestfriends are no saint also they both are worst.

So many thing going on right now. I don't know how to tell to someone. How?

Why Ryan ? why me?

I loved you from bottom of my heart and soul. Why?

Bye pie.

Life goes on and some love story don't exist for last long.. what will happened next now ?