the mark 2

have to let her go

To the kitchen table, the boys both had there heads down to slowly consume there meal, both didn't know what to say.
Leaning his head up and back a bit, type eyed tharn.
"I know..... You said to give her time but.....I need to check on her."
Tharn slurped a noodle to then look up, his eyes darted.
"Okay, let me....."
Type shook his head to then get up.
"I got this, you need to eat."
He gave tharn a bit of a smirk to then get fully up to go to him to place a hand to his face to turn his head for them to look directly at the other, type moved his thumb up to then move it back and forth on his chin.
Signing a bit, what his mother now knew weighed heavily on his mind.
Letting his hand dropped, type then turned to go check in on his mother, knowing she had heard quit a lot.
Tharn leaned back in his chair to sign heavily.
Going to the guest room, type lowered his head to then knock on the closed door.
"Mother?"
Darting his eyes, nothing, he signed and hard, he then tried again.
"Mother? I think you and I need to talk further."
Type then took his hand to the nob to then turn it, opening the door his eyes widen has she was to the middle of the room, breathing heavily to look at type with her hand close to her mouth, type eyed what was in her hand, an assortment of pills.
He then looked at her with shock.
"What are you doing?"
Her eyes darted to then take them all.
Type then rushed to her, to hold, to then stick his fingers down her throat to shout and loud for tharn.
Hearing his loves screams, tharn immediately got up, to then run, going in he eyed the floor has he was too the door frame hands to either side to see a pool of vomit, that had a few different pills to it, turning his head he heard someone throwing up in the bathroom.
Tharn quickly left the door frame to then run to the other to see type and his mother to the ground, type had his hand to her back to rub it has she had her head in the toilet, turning his head he eyed tharn with wide eyes.
"Call for an ambulance!"
Tharn nodded to do just that.
In the hospital, type sat to a chair to bounce his knees, with his hands cupped under his chin, to look directly to the floor feeling a multitude of different things.
Tharn sat right next to him to keep his eyes directly on him, feeling very worried and concerned.
Both then got up to go to the doctor who was working on types mother.
"How is she?" Type inquired.
Tharn turned his head to then place his hand to his back to stroke.
"We are able to get her pumped out, she did do most of the work before you got her here,. Um...... May I ask..... Why did she try to commit suicide?"
Types whole body shivered, he then peered his eyes down sullenly, knowing it was all his fault.
Tharn turned his head to look to him, then looked to the doctor..
"We..... Honestly don't know, she just....."
Type twitched to close his eyes.
The doctor looked to his paperwork to then nod.
Type then looked to him.
"Um..... When can we see her?"
The doctor signed to eye him.
"Unfortunately, when we asked her if she wanted her son, she declined, I think she doesn't want you to see her like this. Give it time, we will be moving her to recovery soon."
The doctor turned to part, type watched him go to then hang his head with the news, tharn then looked to him to keep rubbing his back.
"Type.....she just needs time and...."
Type then got out of tharns grasp to then turn his head to eye him in anger.
"Heard that shit before and now my mother tried to kill herself! She doesn't need time tharn, I can see she's made up her mind!"
Type then turned to part.
Tharn turned his head to watch him go, sighing he then looked back to narrow his eyes.
In her bed, she had her hands to get stomach, laying to her back, to look out the window with a frown.
Turning her head slowly, she then widen her eyes has she saw tharn come in.
"Oh no.....I told the doctor I...."
Tharn stepped right next to her side to wrap his arms about himself to eye her in pure hatred.
"No, you are going to fucking listen to me! I know hearing what you did comes has a shock to you, I get that, but trying to kill yourself, you are one selfish woman."
Her eyes narrowed..
"Now you look here and...."
Tharn stepped closer making types mother shut her mouth.
"Your son, may have done that in the past, but he is a better person now, do you really think for one second he enjoyed any of that, do you not think he doesn't have nightmares that I have to consul him with! You are his mother, should love him unconditionally, you are just a messed up woman who has no clue what her son has to go through on a daily basis, you are a....."
Both looking to the side, they heard foot steps that stopped, types mother looked over her son breathing heavily, he then took on tharns stance to eye his mother.
"I...... Only want to say this, before you and I never will see the other after."
Her eyes widen a bit.
Type took in a long breathe.
"Tharns right, I didn't enjoy it, none of it, thought it...... Would make things better to know the people who killed father died a painful death, but it didn't, thought keeping up with the job, would make me happy it didn't, the only person who has ever been there, who has brought me any amount of happiness is standing right next to me, I am not going to let him go. We will mail your things to your home, I don't want to see you again, tharns right, you should love me unconditionally but try what you did."
Type then took tharns hand to hold to then turn to pull him along. They then stopped in the door frame.
"I hope nothing more then you have a happy life after this, but you will never see me, or tharn again, your husband was murdered and your son, despises you. Good bye.....kitro."
Her eyes widen further at the sound of her first name, she then brought up her hand to her eyes to then cry into them.
To the car, tharn looked him over.
"Type..... Let me drive, you are in no state to...."
Taking the key out type turned to wrap his arms about tharn to cry and hard.
Tharns face fell to then wrap his arms about to hold and comfort.
"It's okay type...... I'm here...... I'm here....."
Type held onto tharn harder.
"I..... Know.....I know...."