EK TARFA (COMPLETED)

Chapter 6: IGNORANCE

Shehnaaz doesn't wait for him to come quickly wokeup and travelled through public transport instead of going along with her bestfriend. She didn't want to encounter someone whose unknowingly responsible for her broken heart. She  is carrying bunch of shattered dreams and hopes of living beautiful future with sidharth. He isn't responsible infact doesn't even deserve to be ill treated since  it's her fault to love him unconditionally when that man only shared pure bond of friendship. He never claim to be anything more than bestfriend however she  fell for him because love is an unexpected emotion, one doesn't make mind for growing feelings inside their heart, it just automatically happens with time one realises their depth and intensity of emotions. 

Yes, she had been fool to misunderstand his immense love, affection and care as limitless love, little did she know it was "EK TARFA" damn one sided love is way too painful and intolerable. How will she pull herself out of heart break it feel next to impossible. Naaz couldn't manage to sleep after getting ready she took cab with an empty stomach cause sidharth isn't available to take care of her meals. He will be such an amazing life partner her heart clenched, a chain of their beautiful memories flash, taking sanu back to the world of happiness until taxi pulled on sudden break and stopped with shriek sound. 

After paying, she stepped out of taxi and entered campus alone which seems to be extremely weird and different. They used to walk along laughing also at times arguing over silly reasons due to which her lips curled into sad smile. A simple topic would end up getting exaggerated due to which they used to act hurt or disappointed until one comes and apologises, even if topic is useless. 

Mostly, shehnaaz used to pretend for gaining his attention because sidharth is the most difficult person to deal with, it's fun to see him doing so much to coax his bestfriend, by keeping his ego, attitude and logics aside. He would do more than imagination to make her smile, she won't lie his absence is horrifying ... It feels a portion of her soul has been ripped apart. How can she explain only her heart and brain knows the difficulty of staying away from the person she loves the most. He must be searching for her ... If yes, why didn't he call ?  

On the other hand, sidharth wokeup to heavy head immediately proceeded to drink lemon juice and gulp down tablet to control his headache. He groan in a lot of frustration, stripped himself and went under cold water to pull dead cell back to life. He won't be able to attend university thus took long shower wore clothes and reluctantly walks towards her apartment thinking what if she has gone with her boyfriend or doesn't wanna accompany him like last night. The door didn't open after several trials, sidharth furiously made his way out.

He noticed security guard free hurriedly asked him about shehnaaz. He infrom about her leaving 20 minutes before his arrival on taxi. This information drove him insane. How dare she break their daily routine. Did she purposely do it, to avoid any sort of personal interactions with him but how can she become this mean above everything they are best friends, no matter what, shehnaaz can't ignore their relationship. 

She must be following order form her namesake boyfriend so let it be no need to make calls and ask explanations because everything is crystal clear taking a deep breath sidharth settle inside the car and drove to campus. His irked brain threaten him to stay away no need to run behind her and make fool out of him self. He should create distance if that's what shehnaaz wants a drop of tear roll down his cheeks quickly wiped it off and blew a smoke to calm down.

(Flashback) 

One fine evening, sidnaaz were enjoying time on beach where sidharth badly needed to smoke. He took out cigarette when shehnaaz angrily pulled out of his hands and threw it away, making him groan in frustration. 

"Babe mujhe smoke karna tha" sidharth pleads rubbing his hand on forehead to wipe off sweat. 

"Mere samne karne ke zaroorat nahi infact mere peeche bhi karna chod de you know it's injurious to health, phir kyun karta hai, hero bane ka shawk hai ?" his addictive body couldn't react infront of shehnaaz whose voice holds disgust.