Illegally yours.

Chapter Thirty Four.

TIA'S POV.
I waddled up to my front door and slowly turned the key in the lock. In the past 11 and a half months, myself and Harry had moved twice, when I'd ran away to Texas unbeknown to me, Harry had bought us a miniature palace, however I found out I was pregnant and we had to move, myself and Harry had searched for weeks trying to find the perfect house, after a bit we had found this one, and Harry demanded he'd be the one paying for anything, I remember the argument so well:
"Harry babe, I've got to pay for some things myself" I'd said. Taking the documents of the house and a pen in my hands.
"Remind me, who's the one who's a millionaire here?" He'd whispered, removing the pen from my hand. "Who's the pregnant one here?"
I'd nodded and returned to making the cups of tea.
"Whilst you are carrying my child you will not be worrying about money or anything cost wise, okay?" Harry says, finally removing the papers away from my grasp. "Whilst you are in my life you will not worry about anything"
"Okay" I'd smiled. "I love you Harry"
"I love you too babe" He'd whispered stroking my bump.

I can't remember for how long I'd felt this way, I felt wanted, loved, cared for.. I was so happy. Happy with Harry that I was on cloud nine, I was so in love I hadn't realised how idiotic I was. Idiotic for believing Harry's lies, I was soon to find out the hard way.
I loaded up Twitter and read through all of my notifications, mostly fans retweeting pictures of myself and Harry, I hadn't uploaded any pictures of my bump but I suddenly decided I wanted to, so I walked to the mirror, pulled up my top and snapped a few pictures before uploading a single photo.
My phone started buzzing like crazy.
'@Tia_Wilson this is beautiful'
'Harry_Styles and Tia_Wilson are going to be such good parents, this child will be beautiful, just like his/her daddy👪💕' Most comments were like those but a few more were personal, hurtful even.
'What's my future boyfriend like in bed?😂' one fan had tweeted, whilst another replied 'Ask @Kendall_Jenner😂
I searched Kendall Jenner and Harry Styles and a recent article came up.. 'Harry and Kendall seen leaving hotel'.
I'd locked my phone and allowed a few tears to fall, I'd always known this would come, my child would be subjected to the media, my relationship with Harry would be tested, I'd been warned and yet I was choosing to carry on, my child had to live a happy life, I knew she would, with the people who loved and cared for her surrounding her she was in the perfect place.
I walked to my mirror and admired myself in every detail, mascara was smeared under my eyes and my lips cracked. I pulled my knickers down and gasped at the amount of blood on them. My sight went blurry and I stumbled into the wall and fell to the floor.

Waking up I groan at the throbbing of my head, my arms feel heavy and my hands instantly go to my bump. It feels different and in my heart I know something's wrong.
"Tia?" My eyes snap to the source sat across my bed, Beth.
"Beth?" I whisper. The pain beginning to be unbearable.
"I'm so sorry" she sobs. Taking my hand in hers. "You lost the baby"
My heart drops and if I was stood up, I'd of collapsed to the floor.
"What happened?" I cry, tears erupting down my face like a volcano.
"You endured a miscarriage and collapsed, I found you this morning"
If Beth had found me this morning that meant I'd been laid unconscious on the floor over night.
"Does Harry know?" I ask. Harry would be distraught but he'd move on just like he has with me. Cheating rat.
"Yes, I phoned Niall last night and he told Harry straight away, they tried getting the earliest flight here but they weren't any going until this afternoon" Beth explained, I was laid in a hospital bed having suffered a miscarriage. I'd lost my little girl, my baby. I broke into tears, I was left a distraught broken mess in Beth's arms.

NINE MONTHS LATER.
TIA'S POV.

I pushed my bag over my shoulder and closed my locker.
"Hey girl" Kate smiled, taking a lock of my hair in her hand and twisting it.

"Hey" I'd replied gripping my bag and walking towards our next class.

"How's the Harry situation?" Kate whispered. The Harry situation? Well I hadn't spoken to him since last summer. The miscarriage period had been horrible, I became depressed and was sent to see a therapist, I'd decided to move back to Texas and live with my mother again, I'd started university 3 months ago and met a bunch of new friends even dabbled in dating new people, Harry was still in his band, he'd came to Texas a few times but I'd never seen him in concert, didn't want to really.
I was flying to England tonight to see Beth, and Niall, he was going to be there and I was incredibly nervous to see him after 9 long months.

"I'm going back tonight" I sigh. "I'll let you know how it goes" 

"Okay my dear" Kate says, going to her class and I go to mine.

*THAT NIGHT*
I step out the taxi and pull my suitcase from the back of the cab. The flight had been okay, long but bearable and the whole way through my mind had been on Harry. I was due to be seeing him in less than 3 minutes after nearly a full year of not.
I decided this was now or never and opened the front door.

"TIA" Beth had screamed, running up to hug me.
I'd walked into the living room, Beth's arms suffocating me in a long 'I've missed you bestie hug' and there he was. He'd still looked the same, curly messy hair, cute smile and fuck those dimples.