Illegally yours.

Chapter Fifty Five.

TIA'S POV.
I check my phone and notice that my Twitter has been blown up. I knew it had something to do with Harry. My assumptions are correct as a photo of Harry sitting on a boat in the middle of the sea with a sailors cap on comes onto my screen.
I shake my head and lock my phone. More tears fall and I rub my forehead, I have a huge headache and Beth is nowhere to be seen.
"No you aren't going in there!" I hear Beth scream. I get a sense of deja vü as I remember Jennifer storming into Harry's bedroom at Anne's house and what was her warning? I'd end up 'dead and 6ft under just like her Emily'.
"Tia" Harry's voice calls as the door swings open. He's dressed in his usual black attire; black jeans, black short-sleeved top and black boots.
"I'm so sorry"
"Get out! Leave me alone" I cry, more tears falling now.
"It's not what it sounds lik-"
"Not what it fucking sounds like?" I snap. "You've been cheating on me AGAIN and on the day of my mothers fucking funeral, how could you do this to me?" I sob "Me especially, I'm the mother of your future child, you told me just yesterday that you wanted to marry me! And then you go and do this! What the fuck Harry!" I shout, before taking a deep breath after my huge speech.
"Tia I haven't cheated on you again" Harry shouts, I give him a sneering look and he backtracks on his story "okay maybe I did today, but when I last slept with Ariana we wasn't together! You had finished me and left for Texas!"
"I told you we were together, I fucking told you I loved you and promised I'd be back!"
"I didn't think you meant it" Harry shouts.
"Leave!" I whisper, hanging my head.
"No Tia-" he puts his hand on my shoulder and I slap his face. Hard. He looks shocked and his hand moves to his face, he gives me a saddened look before walking out.
I let out a huge breath that I hadn't realised I was holding. The one person I needed most had died and now I had no one. As usual.

"Call me if you need anything" Beth says, hugging me tight. I had practically forced her to leave me. I just wanted to be alone, I know I shouldn't be because that's when the thoughts creep back but they do anyway.

"I will" I muster a small smile and shut the door. It's only 2 o'clock in the afternoon and I'm already shattered. Today's going to be a long day.

I check Twitter and look up Harry's profile. There's a recent picture he's been tagged in from her. I've decided that's her name from now on just her. He's wearing a white t-shirt with black jeans and she has her arm around his waist and her lips pressed against his cheek. The caption 'Tia and Harry_Styles broke up, guess he's mine now💕' I check the comments and suddenly feel so much better. All the fans have given her shit loads of abuse. My favourites are:
HollyJ  @ArianaGrande you're an absolute slag! And Harry_Styles I have lost so much respect for you!'
Kaitlin_Lea '@Tia_Wilson is perfect. How could you do this? You're both a JOKE'.
Mia_Bradie 'Harry, Harry, Harry! Please tell me this is a joke! Tia's carrying your baby for fucksake!'

The fans were in an uproar and Ariana was receiving everything she should have.
My phone buzzed as I received a text.
From: Hazzaaaa👑
Tia please come meet me, we need to talk. I know you've seen the picture and the comments..
I ignored his text but three more come through within 5 minutes.

From: Hazzaaaa👑
Tia please babe! Come meet me, you're carrying my baby! We need to speak!

From: Hazzaaaa👑
Please Tia, please! I'm begging you! I couldn't imagine my life without you! You're everything to me.

From: Hazzaaaa👑
Meet me at the grill at 5 o'clock tonight. If you're not there then I'll know you're definitely done with me and don't even want to be friends with me! I love you..😔😔

I read them all, especially the last one and check the time. It's half past three now and it takes half an hour to drive to the grill especially in traffic.
I put my phone on charge and step into the shower, the hot water beats down on my back and my hair smells glorious from the apple shampoo. I turn off the faucet and wrap the towel around my swollen belly. The house suddenly feels so empty without him and I now know what I have to do.
I pull on a flowery summer dress and a white cardigan. I can no longer fit into my heels, so flats it is. It's quite warm outside so I don't put on a jacket, I do my makeup natural and the best I can to cover up that I've been crying but no matter how hard I try it doesn't work. I head to my car and program the address for the grill into it. It's now 4:30 and I quickly pull out onto the road. The drive to the grill is quiet and relaxes my nerves. The radio is playing Rihanna's new song 'Kiss it better' and its just finishing as Ariana Grande's latest hit 'Dangerous woman' starts to play and I turn it all the way up to hear the lyrics. 'Oh yeah, Don't need permission,
Made my decision to test my limits,
'Cause it's my business,
God as my witness,
Start what I finished,
Don't need no hold up,
Taking control of this kind of moment,

I'm locked and loaded,
Completely focused my mind is open,

All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God,
Don't ya stop, boy'

The lyrics fit in well with the love triangle we have got going on right now between me, her and Harry. I feel sick about her singing about her sexual life with Harry with the lyrics 'All that you got, skin to skin, oh my god don't you stop boy'. The song ends and the radio host introduces her onto the show and begins questioning her about the song.

"So as the whole population knows you've been seen getting close with Harry Styles, is that who the song is about?" Dixy asks Ariana.

"Maybe, I mean in the music industry your personal life will always be made known to the public" Ariana explains. "but to answer your question, yes my song is about Harry he text me about an hour ago wishing me good luck and told me he loves me!"

My breath is taken away and I take my left turn. I'm 5 minutes away from the Grill but after hearing Ariana I turn my car around and head home. How could he cheat on me, make me go meet him to 'talk' and tell Ariana he loves her and tell me that he loves me in the same day?

"Isn't his girlfriend, erm ex-girlfriend, pregnant? What are you both going to do when the baby arrives?"

"Yes, their daughter is due very soon actually" Ariana says and it makes me angry to hear her talking about my baby and for Dixy to call me his ex-girlfriend when myself and Harry hadn't discussed a break-up, I just wasn't speaking to him and refused to see him.. is that a breakup? "Harry and I have spoken about when their baby is born, he wants to be a hands on dad and I fully support his decision. I love children very much and would love playing the role as a mother" Hearing her plans on my baby being in her life makes my blood boil and I switch off the radio. There is no way she is having anything to do with my child. I know what I had to do, I had to leave England, leave my life here and go home. Back to Texas. AGAIN.