Poems

Im trying

i'm trying
trying to get better for you
trying to get better for us
i want you. i've never felt this way before
the butterflies when we talk
the heart pounding then you hug me
the smile when i hear your notification
i'm trying to forget about it all.
i know it's not right
i shouldn't still feel this way knowing you've moved on
but i'm trying.
cause maybe.
just maybe.
you'll try for me too