I hurt you so bad, and I didn't realise

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3 weeks lane

I knock on the front door  of Laura place
Laura's mum opens the door.  She sees me and turns her head up towards the stairs and calls out to Laura "Liam wants to see you". Laura comes downstairs and walks to the front door I see her in her pyjamas. She see me "What the fuck, I come to visit you and you told me to go, If you wanted to leave me you could've just straight up and told me", I could see tears  swelling up in her eyes " let me explain, I'm sorry !!... sometimes I struggle expressing my feelings" "Expressing your feelings !!" She thinks back to the time when they were in her bedroom Liam was holding her in his arms and he's telling her how he feels about her. "I just didn't want you to see me like weak" Laura look at me was such a hurt look in her eyes I know I've created more damage then I have already done. "I'm sorry, I'm an arsehole"
I could see there's so much pain in her eyes  "Just fuck off" I look at her and I just want to hold her, comforter her from all the pain, but I can't because the pain was me. I turn around and walk away, I walk down the street a bit "Fuck me, I'm right twat !!" and punch a metal wall leaving a dent in the wall.

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