My Hero (Angst One Shots)

~I'm right here~

!Trigger Warning - Su!c!d3!

Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugo

(As friends.)

~POV Izuku Midoriya~

I looked around and wondered why everyone was so sad. I can't remember what happened and was totally confused. Even Kacchan was crying. Why? "Why are you guys so sad? I don't understand! What happend?" I said, but nobody seemed to hear me. They were all starring at something. I walked to the spot and froze immediately. Blood. Everywhere was blood and my body was lying in the little sea of blood. "I did it. I really did it. Why?" I asked myself and began to shake. Tears rolling down my face and I began to remember again.

I stood on the rooftop and my whole body was shaking. Everyone was looking up to me and yelled that I shouldn't do that. "Izuku! Don't!" Kacchan yelled, but it was too late because I already let my body fall down. I began to smile and all I could feel was relieve. The pressure was gone and I was finally free. Falling is so peaceful. "See Kacchan. I did what you told me. Are you proud of me now?" That were my last words, before I hit the ground and everything turned black. Screams and crying. All I could hear.

"W-What I've done?! I- I should've stayed!" I stuttered and looked to Kacchan. His face was full of guilt. "Izuku, I-I'm so sorry." I heard him whispering and I quickly ran to him, but the teachers came with the nurses. "Please go back to your dorms!" Aizawa yelled and tears filled his eyes. Everyone slowly went back.

It's been a few hours, since the class got told, that I died. Everyone was down and it was pretty quiet in the dorms. Teachers and doctors were talking to them and tried to help them, so they would feel a bit better. I was walking around and look after each other. I knew they wouldn't hear me, but I still talked to them.

~POV Katsuki Bakugo~

"Damn it! It was all my fault! I should've treated him better! I should've been there for him! He was my childhood friend! He always wanted to help me, but I was so scared he would see me as a weak person. I was so scared he was only looking down to me, but he saw me as his fucking friend! Even though I've told him to kill himself! Even after all of this, what I did to him!" I yelled at myself and explosions appeared in my hands. My arms were already full with explosion marks and felt numb. Tears were rolling down my red cheeks again, what caused my eyes to burn even more. The feeling of guilt will haunt me for the next years. I'm sure Izuku is happier now. He's in a place, where there isn't anyone, who treat him like shit. Someone like me. "Kacchan?" I heard Deku's voice. I quickly looked up and looked around. "Deku?!" I said and stood up, before I was looking around again. "I'm here." I heard him saying and turned around. The green haired boy was sitting on my bed and smiled at me. "I'm glad you can atleast hear me. I checked on the others, but it didn't seem like they could hear or even see me. You guys are pretty down right now and that makes me feel guilty, for what I've did." He began to explain and played with the sleeves of his All Might hoodie. I sat down next to him.
"I-I'm so sorry, Izuku.." I mumbled. He looked at me with his shining green eyes. "It's okay! It wasn't really because of you! I couldn't take all the pressure anymore and decided to end it all in that way. The thing with One for All was overwhelming me and I thought, if I end it all, there wouldn't be a big problem with it. I guess it was an another mistake I've made. I mean, if I'm honest, your words really hurt me, when you told me to kill myself. I always saw you as a friend and as a great hero! I mean, you always looked so cool, when you fought against the villains!" Midoriya explained me and fell on his back, while making punches in the air. I smiled slightly. "I should've never treated you like that. I know it's too late for apologizes, but I'm so fucking sorry. I was so scared you would look down to me. I wish I could turn back time and make it all right. I hate myself for that!" I said and felt Deku's hands on mine. I looked back at him. "I'm still your friend. I'm a ghost, but that doesn't stop me from watching over you and see how you'll become the number one hero!" He said and smiled bright. His hands were cold.

"And then you fell into the water and I got so worried, that you got hurt!" Izuku said and we both laughed slightly. "Yeah, that was kinda funny to be honest." I said and we were both lying on my bed, watching to the ceiling. "We still had great times together somehow. We just didn't really notice it. I guess, we were both stubborn!" Deku said and I nodded to agree with him. We both laughed slightly and looked at each other. "Pinkie promise, that you'll become the number one hero?" Deku asked me and I nodded. He held his pinkie towards me and I put mine around his. "I promise, that I'll become the number one. but only if you promise me, that you'll stay by my side, till I made it!" I said and looked into his green eyes. "Promise!" He said with a slight giggle. I smiled and we stayed like this for a while, without talking. "I'm right here." Midoriya whispered, before my eyes got heavy and I fell asleep.

//Hey. I hope you enjoyed this! I felt like making something like this, so I apologize for so much Angst One Shot's! Have a great a day / night! 1022 words!//