my rose

i see through you

GREEN LIGHT- LORDE
harry woke up cuddling into a hard chest. it was so peaceful, comforting. he could stay here forever. he shot up instantly. wait. they slept in different rooms last night. he decided to ask louis about it in the morning, but for now he was going to fall back asleep in these arms. he knew louis would keep him safe no matter what.
"harrryyyyyyy" louis slurred, poking his sides." harry wake uppp, i'm hungry and you make the best food"
"hm i might stay here a little longer" harry teased, dimples popping out.
"please" louis said with a pout, poking harry's dimple.
"fine, pancakes?" harry asked
"of course"
once harry had made the pancakes he'd set the plate down for him and louis and started biting into them.
"wow your really good at cooking" louis moaned, giving harry some butterflies that he wish he could tell to piss off sometimes.
"why thankyou" harry said confidently.
a comfortable silence fell between the two for a few minutes
"hey lou, how come you ended up in my bed this morning?" harry asked in a teasing tone but he was actually intrigued on why he was in his bed.
"well i heard you crying and i couldn't wake you up.." louis coughed "so i decided to hug you and you seemed to calm down not long after so i stayed there. it must've been a bad dream"
"oh, i usually remember when i have bad dreams, sorry for bothering you with them" harry said in a guilty tone.
"you don't bother me at all, your a good little spoon for a tall fella. but you have them often?"
"yeah quite a lot, we can talk about that another day yeah?" harry suggested, not wanting louis to find out why he has them nightmares. he was afraid he'd leave. he was afraid he would be too much of a mess to stay with and honestly he wouldn't blame him.
"okay" louis smiled softly " let's get changed"
once they were back in the room harry decided to give louis his clothes as he didn't bring anything.
"arry these are so big on me" louis said cutely.
"well it's not my fault you're so small" harry chuckled, pulling a hoodie over his head.
harry could see louis smile fade as he looked at himself in the mirror. harry had recently noticed how he'd look at himself. he'd look at himself as if he was fat and ugly, in pure disgust. it broke harry's heart, he didn't know how he could think that of himself. he was perfect. he'd also notice how very little or cautiously he ate. harry just wanted to help but he didn't want to scare him away.
"hey lou, you're perfect and you look great okay?" harry reassured him.
louis looked at him with wide eyes, clearly not wanting other people to notice how he saw himself.
"um thanks" he coughed " i should really get going now, thanks for letting me stay"
"oh- okay um well text me lou okay?" harry asked.
louis slightly nodded his heading and let himself out. harry was confused but also extremely annoyed at himself for triggering louis. that was the last thing he wanted to do. a tear started to slip but he quickly wiped it away, not wanting to be upset. he decided he'd go to work early seeming as he had nothing to do today.
once he finished his shift he messaged louis.
to louis: hey lou, hope ur okay. sorry if i upset you xx
he waited for a reply for hours. he showered. ate. watched friends. and finally his phone buzzed.
to harry: hi, you didn't haz <3
harry calmed down a bit, he knew he upset him however he was relieved he wasn't mad at him. he decided to sleep as his eyes started to close.