im sorry y/n- wilbur soot x y/n

twelve

april 20th

y/n's pov

today was the day of love or host, what i excited?? no
lol

anyways tommy forced me to get up earlier then i wanted to, i said yesterday that i wanted to get a new guitar so he wanted to come along.

i got up and got ready, did my hair, brushed my teeth, changed, y'know, the norma stuff.

at this point tommy was downstairs telling our parents about love or host.

i went downstairs and he said "finally! took you 17 years"

"shut up"

we both got in the car and i drove to the music store, the workers knew me, i came here every time i had a problem with my old guitar, i even bought it here.

we got out and walked in, one of the workers said "hey y/n! whats up? what can we do for you?"

i giggled and said "funny story, my guitar broke, and im here for a new one"

the workers face changed and said "uh electric guitar right?"

i nodded and he said "a ton of people came in today for them, but no one got it since its an ugly color."

"what color?"

he walked me over to the main part of the store, it was hanging on the wall.

it was half white and half red.

what an ugly fucking color

i said "im not a fan, when are you guys getting new ones?

he said "around uh may 8th?"

i groaned and looked to tommy and said "what do you think?"

he smiled and said "i like it, its like my brand!"

"yeah thats the problem"

i looked back at the worker and said "i guess ill take it"

he said "for real?"

"yeah"

the worker quickly grabbed the guitar off the wall and took it to the front.

he rang it up and i paid

tommy was laughing at his phone, being annoying.

he gave me the guitar and the case, thanking me as we left.

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around 7:50 pm

love or host starts in 10 minutes, and i havent gotten ready yet.

i quickly got up, changed and did my hair, attempted my makeup, which didnt work so i took most of it off.

tommy was yelling at me to hurry up, like mf give me time to look good.

i sat down in the chair next to him and he joined the thing.

a guy played music until austin was ready to start

im so nervous

i could feel my heart beating faster

the screen changed to show me and tommy and austin said "hello everybody! welcome to love or host! how are you feeling y/n?"

"im nervous"

austin laughed and said "no need to be nervous, im pretty sure you know most of the guys here, or tommy knows them."

i looked at tommy and he had the biggest smile on his face, no idea why but, im glad hes happy.