not all gods wear crowns.
My mind still caves at the thought of her. Her hands on my mouth like a sycamore thunderstorm—in this prequel, the lovers are silent & only shine when basked in pitch black shadows—every corner of her was suffocating underneath the vining roots she grew on the surface of my bones: live upon my flesh so I understand what devotion is. I think I miss her. Her and her swan hands and how they circle around my poison ivy neck, her and her withering breaths that pass through my lips like a nicotine puff—I could have sworn they made my lungs prickle with thorns. I think I love her.
But no kiss good enough to carve her. No hug, no love, no spell, no me is good enough to stain her of us. It's mortifying to be the one who carries the memories.
Because she doesn't remember.
I'm not sure she ever will. Not in this lifetime. But we could have the next, and the one after that.
Please.
I could live with anyone else not knowing me. But not you. Please.
I beg you to remember me.
— Roslyn Spade, PROLOGUE.
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LILLI ROSLYN SPADE
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hey HEYYYY!!!!! gay pansy demigod time travelling manic pixie dream girl fic. how sahar could this possibly get? i know i know, i have menace and lovebite up and i haven't updated in god knows how long but some homophobe recently called 'seventeen' bad because it was wlw <3 so i'm publishing my homo pansy fic to spite them! sorry! this is for you <3
this book was loosely inspired by 'The Invisible Life of Addie Larue' by V.E. Schwab!!! It's one of my favourites and I couldn't help myself.
warning/mentions of: sexual themes, religious trauma, mentions of self-harm, suicide, mental illness, blood, homicide, weapons, religious conflict, toxic families, vulgar language.
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