New Kid On The Block | Gilmore Girls x Reader

Part 13

Warning's: small talk about emotional manipulation  and Anxiety attack. 

You kissed him.

Dean and you kissed.

~Flashback~

"So do you like the tour so far?" dean asks you.

"You know what Forester, I think I am." you say looking at him with puppy eyes.

"Okay so get this we have one more place to see, and i think you already know it." He says with a jump in his step.

"Oh really?" you ask, he gives a nod while facing forward and moving faster. You keep up with him by grabbing his hand and pulling him back. "Okay Mr long legs gotta slow down a bit" you say with a giggle.

He had brought you to the bridge, there even was a small picnic.

"What's this?" you ask while letting go of his hand and moving towards the small red plaid blanket that was placed.

"A small picnic." he states

"Well I can see that" you giggle back, 'how long would this take' you thought to yourself. You were only doing this to get Tristan off your mind but you were starting to feel guilty. So you just sat down and hoped this was going to work.

~*~

A few minutes passed (around ten) and you guys were just talking about hobbies and favourites. You scooted closer to him expecting for him to take the hint. You looked up at him into his blue eyes.

"Can I kiss you?" he said in a whisper leaning closer to you. You nod for a yes, the plan was falling in line. So he kissed you. Your brain started to go into overdrive you didn't know why but your whole body just started to freak out. Another attack, you've had once before so you had a small idea on how to deal with it. You were still being kissed by Dean when this was happening. You pulled back fast and grabbed your stuff and ran as fast as you could back to your house.

~over~

So this is where you were right now, having an anxiety attack in your room. Your breathing was erratic, your hands constantly going up to your hair and pulling. Tears running down your face, you pace your room looking for something to change your attention. Your thoughts were going everywhere they were like when parents say 'you're going to be bouncing off the walls' when in reality your thoughts were. You flung yourself towards your bed and put your head into one of your many pillows. You screamed as loud as you could, taking out all of the energy you might have.

~*~

You didn't know when you fell asleep but there you were laying in your bed in the same clothes as yesterday. You walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror to see how much damage was done last night. Not much but your face had mascara running down it and you could see where tears dried. You washed your face and freshened up. Walking towards your closet you grabbed a huge hoodie that you once got with Minavera and Fauna. They had laughed at you for how crazy you looked like with the big hoodie on, a small smile played on your lips when you remembered the moment but it slowly faded away back into a plain face. You went and grabbed some sweatpants from your dresser, then walked into the conjoining bathroom your room had.

After you changed you put your messy hair into a hair clip to get it out of your face and grabbed your messenger bag and your wallet. When you started to look around for your phone to put into your bag it started to ring, so you followed the sound. After a bit of looking you found it and tried to answer the call, but it was too late. You look at who's call you missed and it was the one person you didn't want to speak to at the moment, Dean. You then saw you had more than one missed call from him, to a point it was a bit creepy. A voicemail was in your inbox so you played it.

"Hey umm, its Dean i- i just" he paused with a sigh "wanted to call to see what happened-" you delete it before he can finish, but to your surprise you see 2 more voicemails from him. You don't even think about listening to them so you throw your phone into your bag and grab some sunglasses, moving out of your room. You were going to Luke's, thinking hopefully that Dean was nowhere there. You just kept repeating in your head 'hes not going to be there, hes going to be out of town magically' you walked to the front door of the house and just kept repeating over and over. 

You started your way to Luke's, looking both ways for cars and Dean. When you reach Luke's you open the door and make your way to a table in a corner. When you sit down you finally take a deep breath, breathing in the coffee smells and greasy foods. You order and relax a bit while taking out a book. A new one too. Your phone rings and you go to grab it, flipping it open while you look around the small diner. You make eye contact with the one and only Luke and you see he's pointing to a sign, one that says 'No Cell Phones'. You sigh "can you at least make sure nothing happens to my stuff?" you ask Luke, your phone still ringing. He shoos you out while nodding his head.

"Hello?" you answer with, closing the diner door behind you.

"Heyyy, whatcha up to?" the person on the other side of the call says.

"Hello Vera" you say with a small chuckle. "I was just about to start reading a new book"

"Oh boring, Anyways I'm calling because Fauna said she felt like you weren't doing well" She says and you can tell that she's laying on her bed, touching her curls, and staring at the ceiling. You knew because she was always like this when calling someone else. You give a sad sigh into the phone.

"Yeah something happened yesterday, umm wasn't good, i- i" you give another smaller sigh.

"Hey it's okay that was yesterday. Do you want to talk about it?" she asks.

"Yeah, But later I was just kicked out of the diner I was going to eat at. I'll call you later," you say looking around at the surroundings that are in front of you.

"Yeah yeah call me later, wait but why were you kicked out? Steal something?" she asks with a small laugh.

"No you called" you laughed into the phone

"Wait does he have something against phones or is your ringer for me just annoying"

"Apparently no phones allowed, anyways i got to go, but i will for sure call you later." you hang up on the phone and walk back into the diner.

~*~ 

After you finished eating, you just sat at the table drinking coffee while reading. You finished your second cup of coffee, so you went up to the counter and asked for another one.

"Nope, no way, I'm cutting you off." he says

"Wait, what? Cutting me off, what is this? A bar? Last time I checked this was a diner and I'm a paying customer so, please" you give him an innocent look and he budges.

"Fine but after this I'm kicking you out and not giving you another one."

"Thank you, Thank you" you say ending in a sip of the warm coffee. 

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