TRUST

~M2: Not her special way~

In love, we all have our own special ways of calling each other, code names or even gestures, which we don't like someone else doing to us. This is what happened in Shivika's life when something as such has happened.

During a function, Shivaay got literally angry with Annika for calling him 'Billuji' in front of everyone. He has repeatedly instructed her not to call him that in front of outsiders, but she has been repeatedly doing it. On top of all these, she started saying all nonsense he used to do. To Shivaay, it embarrassed him a lot. For Annika, it would be normal, but not for him. 

There is a limit for her to say everything about their life to others. He was a private person and would like to keep things private. Still, he agreed for normal funny things, but today she crossed the limit. He has never talked about her in public in the way she did! Calling him names like Bhagad Billa, Tadibaaz and all, was her right, but calling out in public and making their relationship small and letting his friends call that? That wasn't right!

He immediately left the party soon, with an excuse of a headache and Annika too left with him, without knowing all the consequences of what she created!

The car ride was very silent, where Shivaay wasn't even looking at her. She turned on the music, which literally irritated him and he switched it off. Annika knew the fact, that he didn't have a headache, but she didn't know why Shivaay left the party so soon!

"Shivaay...", she called out, but he didn't even react.

"Suniye na...", she again tried to converse, but he didn't even budge to react to that too!

She then kept quiet and silently glanced through the surroundings. Shivaay has never reacted like this. At least, when he was angry, he used to react. Now, he is not speaking a word. Of course, she never felt it as a wrong, about her words, as she has told it for fun and all others took it as same, but that was not the same for him. Once he reached home, he simply changed his dress and lied on the bed. He wasn't turning to her side. Annika knew something was wrong from her side, but why isn't he talking to her? It's hurting her badly. 

After changing, she lied on the bed and forwarded her hand to his waist. He turned and held her hand. He glared at her and moved her hand from his waist. "Shivaay...Please...talk to me...what did I do?", asked Annika, hoping to know what's bothering him.

"What did you do? Annika, If I am trouble for you, you can leave me. That doesn't mean you say all my wrongdoings to the public. I have been repeatedly saying this to you...But you never listen to me...Call me names in the public and now? Everyone's calling me the same! Aren't you happy now? Have I ever commented on your untidy behaviour in public? Did I ever tell everyone about your childish behaviour? NOPE! But you did...You told them that I am arrogant, I am this and that and everything else...How can I not get angry? I am tired of explaining things to you.", roared Shivaay, in frustration.

Annika stared at him. He was right somewhere, but all others didn't think of it that way. Everyone has taken it in a fun sense, but not him. She was all cool and said those in a flow because she was talking about things that would relate. "I am sorry...", apologized Annika, feeling all guilty over her uncontrollable tongue.

"To the hell, with your sorry...Your sorry is all just mere words...", Shivaay got up from the bed and lied on the couch in anger. This made Annika more guilty. Maybe, she might have made him feel too bad. She should have controlled herself. Shivaay was always there for her. Let it be starting her own company or being with her to remove her fear of darkness, he was there and she? She just told all those things in public. How bad must he have felt at that time? She sat near him on the floor. 

"Shivaay, I know I am at fault...It's just that I told it for fun and they took it as such...", said Annika, with all the tears flowing out, which apparently he can't bear to see. He closed his eyes tight, trying to control his actions, which of course, he couldn't control. He wiped off those tears and sat beside her. He hugged her in such a way that her head was lying on his chest. 

"Annika, there are some things, which we can't say in public. I know you might have said all those in a flow and all. It's just that when they started saying Billuji and Bhagad billa in front of others...I somewhere felt those names you call me with love is just a mere word...which I can't bear...Only my Paanika can call me other names like this and only I can call her Paanika...Understand?", explained Shivaay.

"Haa...", Annika nodded as she hugged him tighter. Shivaay kissed her forehead and gave a small bite on her lips. She didn't budge. She too gave a bite on his lips and giggled.

"Don't leave so happily...You have a punishment for this...You will have to give me a small gift...", said Shivaay, with a smirk on his face and pointing at her neck.

"Which gift, Shivaay? Do you need my necklace? Why do you need that?", asked Annika, as she didn't understand what he meant.

"Sometimes I wish I was a vampire...", said Shivaay and smiled. Her eyes widened knowing the meaning of what she said. 

"Not today, Shivaay...Tomorrow...Okay?", said Annika, in a sleepish tone as she pulled him to the bed.

***THE END***

I hope this moment is good enough and in case, any part is missing or feeling too cringe, do tell me!

Also, do read the analysis of a book of mine for Ishqbaaz, it has facts of brothers and many other surprises coming up!