Random Stuff I Wanna Put Into a Book I Guess

it's 2 AM and i need sleep but i refuse

Garcello is one hot man.

like no seriously.

it's 2 AM and i just got some of my cover done for [REDACTED].

i'm so tired yet so awake, and i feel like typing. i should really be typing up some Garcello stuff or something right now because i've immediately started getting traffic for that, which is cool.

i also need to do schoolwork though, so that's kinda eeee-

but of course i put it off like a moron. whatever, i can deal with it.

i've also came out as trans [female to male] to a couple of my teachers because i don't get support at home. i'm so happy they support me but i'm scared to tell the rest of my teachers, so i just kinda sit and look pretty or something idk. i'm tired of being called by my dead name, but i'm also scared of my principal because when i tried to come out to the whole school and then he's just like "we need your parents' permission" and i'm just like "what the fuck my parents don't support me so i come to the school for support and you just don't give it to me"

so yeah i'm still pissed about that and it's been like multiple weeks. i fucking hate my principal. anyways i've told 2 teachers i have, but i've also told the counselor and another teacher that i don't have because there's actually a Gay Straight Alliance club thing that's really cool and i get to hang out with some of the gays that go to my small ass school.

it's really nice having people to support me.

i also like how this went from me talking about Garcello to me talking about me coming out to my school.

nice.

i think i'll try and work on some Garcello fics.

or maybe i'll rant some more.

that sounds better rn.

i have 3 tics.

i'll tell the stories mildly vague but enough to get the point across

the first one i got, it was because one of my classes was being super loud and then well yeah, it started. my neck twitches to the left, and it's does it with loud or super unexpected noises. and bubble wrap. i'm so sad. but yeah, that one i named Lefty.

the second one i got randomly, i really don't know how i got it, but it usually happens when i'm happy, and me doing it makes me more happy because it's cute. i go "beh deh beep" and i named it Keith because it reminds me of Boyfriend.

the third one i got from a loud noise. it's like an extra add-on with some dlc too. i go "wooo!" and i named that one Igor. only like 1 of my friends knows the origin of the name, but if you know me well enough i'm sure you could easily figure it out lol.

okay i should probably go and do some Garcello stuff now. bye.