But How Long...[8th Member]

Chapter 1

.......Cause princesses don't cry

Girls so pretty and poised
And soft to the touch
But God made me rough
Girls, so heavy the crown
They carry it tall
But it's weighing me down

No, I'm fine, I'm lying on the floor again
Cracked door
You're only going to let them in once
And you won't come undone

Cause a princess doesn't cry....... 

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Life is tough, and things don't always work out well, 

but we should be brave and go on with our lives.

~ Min Yoongi

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'Did I choose wrong company to be friends with?' even if Y/n did, she knew she wouldn't ever regret it in this life at least. Maybe this was the reason for her 'Failure' as her mom calls it. Her friends were the one who ignited this passion for music in her soul. Now that she think about past, the past her was not her, she was just a puppet who wanted to impress her parents and gain praises from them.

But after she met this crazy group of students from her school, she felt alive. she felt emotions. Music became a drug to her. she felt depressed if she wasn't able to listen music and feel the emotions of that singer. She feel connected to music like it is a living being and it is talking to her. However hard her mother tries she would never be able to part Y/n from her passion.

As Y/n was thinking about these things and trying to boost up her confidence level, she could feel few lingering touch of nervousness inside herself too. Maybe it was because she was going to see her maternal grandparents after 4 years or maybe it was because she was going to go to another new school. But I think mainly it was because she was going to live in an unknown city without her parents for the first time. She knows she will have her grandparents there, but still....

Her mood was like a fresh painting, which had few Black stains of Loneliness, Blue fresh patches of Nervousness and clearly visible Red strokes of Anger. Even if her mom and dad were angry at her and constantly arguing, but still how could they just leave her here? this was mainly the question going in her little head. With each passing seconds of depressed thoughts and gazing outside they finally arrived here, after one final warning from both of her parents and them telling her about how she has lost their trust and how much disappointed they were in her, they all went inside to greet Y/n's grandparents.

One look on the house and one word in Y/n's mind.

Old.

It was the best word with which she could describe her 'new offered living place' was, for which she should be generous to her grandparents, this was exactly what her mom said to her before they started their journey here. Her dad was disappointed too but he was not the type of person to scold, but rather punish and make the person to correct the mistake and learn from it.