the stucker's blood

present: truths and lies

Bucky's pov

She seems so familiar, but I don't how. Do I know her from somewhere? The war? No, I don't think she was in a war, she'd be dead by now. I feel like she knows me too, but who knows, I can be wrong...                      

In the morning (still Bucky's pov)

"Wake up, meeting is in 5 minutes and you're still sleeping. Also that's another point- why are you sleeping, you were supposed to look after her, not to sleep the whole night", Steve's vioce woke me up. "Uh, I'm sorry, I was tired. Go upstairs, I'll be there in 5 minutes", I answered and he left the room. 

After 10 minutes

"So we don't know who is she, who does she work for, why did she tried to kill me. Do you guys think she's being controled by someone?", Tony asked.                                      "To be honest, I don't think so", said Steve. In that moment Bruce walked in and half-shouted: "Guys, I have something!"                                                                                              "What is it, Banner?", Nat asked him.             "I know her name. It's y/n Stucker". Stucker?! As in Hydra? So that's where I know her from. She was there when I got brainanished. A wave of anger and confusion flew over my body.                      "Did you say Stucker?", I asked                          "Yes, do you know that name or something?", Bruce asked.                                 "I need some fresh air", I said and left the room.

Not Bucky's pov anymore

"Okey, that was weird, why did he leave like that", Nat asked. Everyone changed confused looks and Steve started to talk: "Stucker......wait a minute, Stucker?", he suddenly asked. "Yes Stucker, what is wrong with everyone today, who is Stucker?", Tony asked. "If you mean The Stucker, then it's family leading Hydra, I thought you guys know that", Steve said and gave everyone confused look. "Oh, so that's why he left like that", nat started and continued: " y/n is part of company that  tortured Bucky and made him the Winter Soldier. He must be very happy that  she's here".                                                                                                                            "Nat, I don't think he is happy for having here person from Hydra", Bruce said.               "That was sarcasm Banner", Nat interuppted him and gave him ¨the look¨.                             "Whatever, I will go check on Buck", Steve said and left.

Steve's pov      

I hoped the girl was whoever but Hydra. This got outta hand.                                               I went outside to talk to Buck, but I don't know if he'll talk to me.                                      "Hi", i said, "i'm sorry Bucky-", i started but got interrupted by him. "For what Steve, you didn't do anything". I gotta admit he was right. It wasn't my fault she was locked up in our compound. "I need to talk to her, i don't know what she wants, but I feel like isn't bad after all".                         
"Are you out of your mind Buck? She is Hydra. I mean you can talk to her but Hydra people aren't the good guys in this world." I said by he didn't listen. He turned around and went back to the compound.

Your's pov 

I need to get out of here. I can't stay here. My father- somebody walked in to the room and I saw it was James. There was long time of silence but he interrupted it: "So you are Hydra?".                   
Shit, he wasn't supposed to remember that. "Yes, that would be me", I answered and smiled. After all I was meant to be the bad manipulative bitch and don't care about feelings.                     
"I remember you", he started: "you were there all the time, watching me being tortured, brainwanished and everything. But tell me why did you bring me the food that night after I failed my misson".  I looked at him with confusd look. How does he remember that? What do I say now?   
"Why are you here James? You are supposed to hate me. I did nothing good for you".          "Cause I feel like you didn't mean to. You had no choice, because of your father".                             
"That's not truth, I had a choice", that was a lie, I didn't have one, "And I chose Hydra. That's who I am, you can't do anything about it." I said and turned my face away. He came to my cell and untied my so I didn't have to be tided up while trying to sleep at night. Why did he do that? I could have hurt him so easily- why didn't I? I got lost in myself.                                                                      He then locked my cell and left without a word.   

I sat myself to the corner and tried to sleep. Unsuccesfully. I couldn't stop thining about James. Why does he "trust" me? I did a lot of damage towards him. He should finally face the truth that I am not one of these "good guys".