Love Me

Chapter Thirty-six

Alyssa

I yawned as I stretched my tired body, wincing when I felt the not so subtle throb between my legs. I was still naked from last night and thinking about it got me embarrassed. I couldn't believe I actually lost my virginity to Nathan, I thought I was going to die a virgin, guess not.

I also couldn't believe that I told Nathan everything. I didn't want to believe it. I put Nathan in danger. If Christopher even had an inkling that Nathan knew, I didn't even want to think of the consequences. One of us was going to get seriously hurt and I wouldn't let it be Nathan.

But truth be told, it felt nice telling him. Talking about it made me feel free and sort of lifted a weight off my shoulders. It was a nice feeling.

Fighting the dull pain, I managed to get into the shower. I sighed in relaxation when the hot water hit my skin. By the time I was out the pain had gone down a lot. I couldn't finally walk straight.

On passing the mirror, I noticed some purples marks on my neck and shoulders and even on my breasts. They looked like tiny bruises and were quite frustrating because they were so many. I don't believe Nathan put so many love bites on me. I can't even see if there are any on my back.

Urgh.

I huffed, picking out a pair of high waist shorts and a cropped t-shirt to hide the hickeys on my shoulders. I let my hair down so it would cover the ones on my neck and put on my flip flops before going in search of my husband.

The scent of something delicious lured me to the kitchen where sure enough, Nathan was at the stove. His tablet was propped up beside him as he smiled into it.

I walked quietly behind him to see that he was talking to Olly. He was in a car and judging by the time of day, I'd say he's on their way to school.

“Ally!” Oliver cheered when I came into the frame.

Nathan's attention was drawn to me and love filled his eyes. He honestly loves me. I didn't think this'll ever happen because of what he said. He did apologize for it and I believed him. I was happy obviously that he chose to open his heart for me and I promise I won't break it.

“Morning, Olly.” I went to place a kiss on Nathan's cheek. “Morning, Nathan.”

He wrapped a hand around my waist and pulled me closer, leaving very little space between our lips. “Good morning, sleep well?” I blushed at that, discreetly nudging him with my elbow.

“Hello! Your son here!!” Oliver interrupted.

I nearly forgot he could see us. “On your way to school, sweetie?” I asked for the sake of conversation.

“Yes. Auntie Julie woke me up a bit late so we had to stop at McDonald's for breakfast.” At that moment, he stuffed a fry in his mouth. “I got chips with lots of yum yum sauce.”

Yum yum sauce? I looked to Nathan for help. He mouthed the word 'ketchup' to me and went back to what he was cooking. My mouth formed an 'o' in realization.

“That's nice, be careful so it doesn't get on your shirt, okay?” He nodded, making his curls bounce.

I heard someone, possibly Julia tell him something in the background. “Auntie Julie says hi.”

“Hi, Julia.” I said louder so I was sure she could hear me.

“Ally, when are you coming back? I miss you.” He pouted.

I couldn't help the 'awe' that escaped my lips. “I miss you too, your dad and I will be back by next week probably.”

“But that's too faaaar! I want you to come back today!” He whined.