Memories

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TW// Flashbacks, panic attacks, cursing

Tommy had fallen into a relaxing routine with his new family. Get up, relax all morning, text Tubbo, help around the house, watch tv, then sleep. His leg had healed nicely over the past week and a half.

But Tommy wanted to do more.

"Pleassssse Tecnho? I want to know!" Tommy begged
"No your leg hasn't healed completely yet- stop that," Techno said swatting Tommy away who was trying to steal his crown.

Tommy had been begging Tecnhoblade to teach him how to fight ever sense he saw Tecnho practicing.
"Fine," Tommy huffed "but when it's healed you better fucking teach me."

Techno snickered and went back to practicing his punches. Tommy decided that he was going to bother Tubbo instead, he walked back inside to call to Phil saying he was going to Tubbo's place. Phil responded with a simple "Kay" and Tommy went on his merry way.

He arrived at Tubbo's place and knocked on the door. He was met with a very tired looking Schlatt.
"Hey boss-man is Tubbo here?" Tommy asked
"Hm? Yeah he's in the back with another friend" Schlatt responded opening the door to let Tommy in.

Tommy made his way to the back, and say Tubbo examining flowers like his life depended on it and a very tall other person.

"Tommy!" Tubbo called getting up to greet the blonde
"Big T! Who's the other guy?" Tommy asked pointing at the stranger. The stranger got up and walked over to the two.

"Uhh hey, I'm Ranboo" the stranger now known as Ranboo extended a pitch black hand. Tommy stared into Ranboo's red and green eyes, which seemed to make Ranboo nervous.

"You're a tall motherfucker aren't ya," Tommy said simply.
Ranboo laughed at that "Uh yeah I guess 6'6 and proud."

Tubbo lead them both to the flowery spot and started talking to Ranboo again. Tommy took his time to study Ranboo a bit more.

He was spilt directly in half, one side being an inky black and the other a snow white. Pointy ears and what really fascinated Tommy, purple particles. They surrounded Ranboo, not very noticeable, but definitely there.

"Hey you're a hybrid right?" Tommy asked poking Ranboo's face
"Um yeah? I'm half enderman." Ranboo responded pushing Tommy's hand away
"Hm" was all Tommy said when Tubbo suddenly said,
"So let's say hypothetically I'm in prison for committing multiple war crimes, as one does, would you or would you not break me out?" Tubbo pondered.
"Umm duh I did the crimes with you bitch," Tommy said confidently

After about 2 hours of talking to Tubbo and Ranboo, Tommy left to go back home. The walk back was peaceful, it was about 1:30 when he arrived at the quaint house.

Wilbur POV (oohhh something new)

I was practicing on my guitar. Eyes closed and humming slightly, the song was my  own Jubilee line.

I felt someone sit down next to me carefully and started to gently hum along with my song. I opened my eyes and glanced over to the person who was a bashful blonde teen. Tommy smiled at me and we sat humming along as I finished the song.

"You like that song Toms?" The I asked.
"No I think it's pretty shit," Tommy grinned.

I laughed and picked up a pillow, getting ready to hit him playfully. Tommy gasped and his arm flew up to protect his face, his breathing started to labor.

I immediately dropped the pillow and ran up to him as tears started to stream down his face.
"Tommy hey, hey, it's ok- I oh fuck- I'm not going to hurt you I promise," I said desperately trying to calm the crying blonde. But I noticed Tommy seemed out of it, like he wasn't really here. Tommy started to mutter "I'm sorry" over and over when I noticed Phil walk in.

"Hey mate whats going on," Phil asked and I panicked slightly.
"I- I don't really know I was messing around and I went to hit him with a pillow and he freaked out!" I ramble. Phil nods and swiftly walks over to Tommy and wraps his wing around the boy in a hug.

Tommy jumps back at the touch and hugs his knees to his chest. Still crying from his glossed over eyes. And I realised something.

"Dad this is the same way Tecnho acts during a social anxiety attack. I- I think Tommy's having like a panic attack or a flashback," I whisper to Phil. He nods and moves closer to Tommy.

I back away, Phil knows more about dealing with stuff like this. Phil starts rubbing his back, Tommy jumps away again but then leans into the touch. Phil starts whispering so quietly I can't hear what's he's saying.

I see Phil's eyes widen for a moment but he quickly goes back to comforting Tommy. I pick up my guitar and strum softly humming. I nod at Phil signalling he can go and finish dinner. Phil nods back and leaves to go to the kitchen.

I let Tommy lean against me as I strum, his sobs dying down to sniffles. I smile and lean my head atop his, he suddenly turns and grabs my waist into a hug. My heart melts as I hug him back.

"Thanks Wil..." he mutters into my sweater.
"Anytime Toms," I say. We sit for a little longer until I realise he had fallen asleep.

Wow this happens often huh.

I scoop him up to carry him to his room. He is... really light.

I go upstairs and push open the door to Tommy's room. Setting him down gently, I leave the room closing the door behind me.

"What happened?" I hear Tecnho ask.
"Me and Phil think he had a panic attack," I respond
"Phil and I," Tecnho corrects "and best let him sleep then."
I nod in agreement and walk downstairs with Tecnho besides me.

Walking into the kitchen, Phil sets down two plates of food and looks up at us.
"Boys, good we need to talk is Tommy with you?"
I shake my head no and Phil sighs.
"Ok good," he gestures for us to sit.
I pull out a chair and sit, confused.

Phil takes a deep breath and exhales " I - I realised something, Tecnho do you know what happened-"
"Yes I do, panic attack right?" Tecnho said cutting him off.
"Right well," Phil continues "I was comforting him and I heard him say please don't hit me I'm sorry"
My eyes widen, and I look over to Tecnho who nods softly.
"I hate to think this but I thi- I think Tommy was abused in some of his past homes." Phil said sadly
Techno hums in agreement, and I look up towards the loud teens room.

Who would want to hurt a kid like him?

He's just a kid

Just a kid.

I DID IT YAAAAY!!!!!! I wrote this thing in an hour after a sudden boost of energy lol
Anyway happy pride!!!

Have a good day 😌

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