Just Another Day At Warped

One More Pill

  I woke up with a splitting headache, and the sound of water running. I got up, holding my head, looking down at my attire: an oversized shirt and boxers, and smiled. I went to the bathroom and started brushing my hair, hearing the shower turn off. I tried to ignore it, not wanting to realize what or who I did last night.

   "Hey baby, last night was fun. But, I'm leaving, b*tch." He grabbed my arm, and pushed me up against the wall. The towel rack was stabbing into my back, but I tried to focus on getting away. He nibbled on my neck and found my sweet spot, making me whimper. I tried to get away, it has been like this for the last year. He would always come back, just to do this to me, and he got me so wasted that I wouldn't realise what I had done until the morning.

    I kicked him and ran into my room, locking the door. He screamed and started banging on the door. I ran to my closet, grabbing a little bag of pills and a razor. I grabbed a cup of water and popped about 6 pills, and started cutting my legs. I did this everyday too.

   After a while I heard him leave my house and I put my things away, the medicine finally getting into my system. I fumbled over and fell onto my bed.

   I woke up later by my phone going off, and I grabbed it. I answered cautiously, and heard my best friend, Bri, scream singing me Happy Birthday. I sighed, laughing. "I got you the best birthday present ever, so come to my place in about an hour, or I'll go all alone." She giggled.

   Sighing, I got up and took a shower, washing all of my scars individually. I got out, putting on my usual dress: a tank top, ripped black leggings, a beanie, and converse, and got into my car. I turned up "Feels like forever" by one of my favorite bands, of mice and men. I drove all the way to her house, and got out, getting attacked by two dogs and a wild Bri. I.smiled, finally feeling happy, but then again, I should have taken one more pill.

(Hey guyz, sorry if this sucks, I've been having ideas for this and... I'd, I know it's oretty bad so far, but I'm hoping it will unravel soon enough. I love you all, and the outfit is what she is wearing, okay live long, bye ~misscarlile)