beatitudine

Part 2 : Every Single Day

I dont know why it happens ,

Its always the same ,

When the sky gets grey and gloomy ,

Tears roll down from my cheeks .

I try to stop this action,

And hide this overwhelming emotion ,

Because I belive that its not okay to show my weakness ,

And this feeling drives me insane .

I need to cover it up ,

But my soul doesn't give up .

It says "it's okay to show your weakness ,

                                You cant be strong always " .

But to my utter dismay ,

I chose to remain this way,

Covering up my weakness ,

Acting that im brave .

But alas ! My mind doesn't know my heart is screaming ,

That all I'm doing is gathering what is left of my sanity ,

Because I'm killing my originality ,

Which always is my one and only identity,  
                                       
                                                      Which is slowly but surely fading away.