Longing

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by honnie_001

by honnie_001

I never wanted to leave you.

I wanted to leave when it got too much.

I know you hate me.

I know I caused a lot of trauma.

This stupid teen shit got to me.

Knowing that teen shit is trauma for you.

i think it was a mistake.

I forgot most things, actually.

I forgot how.

I forgot why.

I dont know if what i did was right.

I changed a lot.

I find myself smiling knowing i hurt you.

Deep down i never wanted to.

I dont know if im just reminiscing.

I find myself longing for new friendships.

Knowing if i stop texting they will too.

They arent real people.