The stinging in throat.
The bile. The taste. Its horrible.
But I can't stop. I need to.
I'm fat and I hate my body...
Fat....
I stare at myself in the mirror. Fat. That's all I see. I need to be skinnier. Need to be thinner...
Stop eating...your getting thicker...
I stick my vomit covered finger in my throat and gag, nothing but bile and water escaping from my swollen throat.
My eyes hurt...the force of my self induced vomiting making them red...
My throat is sore...I can barely talk like normal...
But I can't stop until I'm skinny...
I see fat.
......
Others see my bones from my skin...
