Louis' pov
I entered the party with a confident stride. Nodding my head at some known people I slowly made my way towards the bar looking around for someone. No not him. Obviously.
I order a drink and turn around in my tool. There's a lot of chatter going on. Just the same gossip everyday. It's like even if I broke an egg in front of someone anyday, the next day the highlight would be LOUIS TOMLINSON TOLD TO TREAT EGG WITH KINDNESS.
Industry is just too fucked up behind closed doors. Anyways as I look around I finally see him making his way towards me keeping eye contact he walks towards. Green met blue after so many weeks finally. It was like getting lost in a forest when you look into those green orbs. Me being a lost boy trying to find my way out of it but you just get further lost into it.
I look him up and down not so subtly and see he too is wearing red. Oh for fuck's sake. He was wearing a striped white and red suit along with black boots and a white undershirt. He looked handsome I have to admit it.
He gives me a tiny smile which I return with a nod and answer him saying " Mr styles tonight you may enjoy yourself and take this party as a free night." He looks shocked for a moment but then covers it with a big smile and replying with an excited " thank you so much", he disappears.After meeting with the girls and talking to a few more people, I make my way towards the bar. And looking a little further I see none other than Kendall and harry close than ever. It hurts me but I just order a drink. I drink and drink and drink watching them without blinking my eyes.
Finally after a while I see her whispering something into his ear and he looks up. He makes eye contact with me but I just get up and sway a little but make my way out of the place. It was just too much. The walls were starting to suffocate me.
I make my way outside and congratulations to me it's raining.
I decide I couldn't be bothered enough. Taking off my heels and holding them in my hand I start swaying and walking.5 minutes later
I don't know how but I reached a secluded hilly area all soaking wet. I lay down and feel the raindrops hitting me. I think it's just me being punished for all the sins I committed maybe.
I start crying and sobbing. I just cry and remember all that we did. How he used to love resting his head on my tummy. How he always slept on his stomach. How he always scrunched his nose. How he used to love me. He did even the lords above cannot say to me that that man did not love me or maybe I was just too lost in my own love for him to see the truth hidden behind those I love you's.
What feels like an hour later of just crying I feel a body lay opposite me. I immediately recognise him. His head was laying near me which meant his body was in reverse position of mine.
I opened my eyes and just turned my head towards him. I look at his bloodshot eyes and just whisper a broken "why?" , choking on a sob. I sit up and just with a chorus of "why why why why" I sob and cry and cry not caring about anything else. The rain falls and he just sits there while I hit him.
I decide it's enough I get up but just as I am about to stand straight he pulls me down on his lap and what's happens next is unexpected. I mean like y'all know it but I didn't cmon lemme live my fairytale.
Anyways so yes lips meet. He kisses me. I get the sweet taste which I missed all these years. He continues kissing me but I just sit there in shock.
And not being able to resist I let my tears fall but kiss him back. Soon we part to breathe.
And there were the greens all along.
( ˘ ³˘)
So that's that. I hope I could portray what I imagined.
How was it?
Did u feel it?
The rain the quiet the tears the slaps the KISS.Like share comment.
Love N.xx.
YOU ARE READING
after you were gone;l.s;l.t
Fanficin which louis and harry are in a relationship but louis soon finds out what harry actually thinks about him..... so he builds a future with his broken heart. #5 femlouis *Not edited*