and to be honest I'm really bored to go, but right now I'm getting ready because Mattia won't go without me...how fun.
Last day was amazing, we went out all of us and helped kairi with the party, actually I don't even know what's up with these party's, It's like they're throwing party's every single day.
And I don't like them.
I really don't like party's sometimes, I do like them when I'm with Mattia, because he makes me feel save and I know I'll be protected, and I really enjoy spending my whole time with him, I just love him too much ahh
does he love me back?
he better.
"hmm should I wear this...or this..?" I wonder looking at two beautiful dresses in front of me
"What do you think?" I ask my mirror (myself) "this one?" I put a pretty dress up
"This one it is, thank you bae"
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(I wish I looked like this in a dress🥲)
well..I'm not gonna lie I look bad as fuck, I hope mattia likes it tho
"motherfucker are you coming?" Mar openes the door and as soon as he opens it he is meet with the beautiful pillow of mine
"Fucking bitch, I told you to knock I'm a fucking girl" I yelled at him
"LANGUAGE!" mom yells from downstairs as I groan and throw my head back
"Goddamn it's like she has 20 fucking ears or something bro" he chuckles as I chuckled back at his joke
"Shut the hell up she might hear you" I smile and look myself in the mirror again
"Mar..?" I called him and he turns his head from his phone making a small 'hm'
"do you think mattia will think I look pretty in this dress..maybe?" I panicked looking at him
"Amelia as much as I hate to say this..you look beautiful.." uhm ankward silence
"OKEY LETS GO NOW" he yelled making his way out of my room as I throw my head back laughing
I hate this motherfucker.
"With what are we going? I asked mar coming down the stairs
"mattia came to pick us up"
I made a small 'okay' and as I stepped outside..I saw him
he was leaning in the door of his car and he had on of his hand on his pocket and the other one smoking a cigarette..yikes (💀 "drinking a cigarette" what was I thinking)
he looked up from his phone, and throwed his head back immediately..
"Lord give me strength..please..I'm begging" as I smiled and went hugged him soo tight
he hold his hands on waist as I looked up at him with my hands on his neck
and then he kissed me..hehe
"Ahh my eyes" I heard mar yell beside me as he covered his eyes, and I laughed but mattia just chuckled (please tell me y'all know where i got that from)
"Get in the car fucker..you too beautiful" as he smiled down at me and opened the door for me
"Thank you my love" I smiled and went in, and saw mattia inhaling the cigarette one more time and throwing it on the ground
At the party
we stepped inside the party and as soon as we did that we were meet with the smell of alcohol and sweat, and all I wanted to do was throw up
"Amor, hold my hand whenever you go okay? We don't wanna loose you. yes?" mattia warned looking down at him
"Okayy don't worry I will" I smiled up at him and we went to go talk to our friends and shit
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we were still in the table full of people that I didn't know but obviously I did some of them like kairi Kate ale these, I hated it tho..there's this girl that has been flirting with mattia a lot
but mattia is kinda drunk and isn't doing anything about, but he still isn't giving the same energy back, he's tired as well
"Mattia do you wanna go home, maybe?" I whispered leaning at him
He looked at me up and down and smirked
"Goddamn baby you look so goddamn hot, can't wait to rip that dress of ur beautiful body...I can't believe ur fucking mine" he leaned in and grabbed a sight of my neck as I gasped
Oh..
"mattia ur drunk stop it" I tried to push him away smiling
"Mhmm..sure you don't want this bambina.? [baby]
I just blushed and bir my lip..it felt really good
But then remembered that the girl that was flirting with him, was in our table...so I had to
I only smirked and grabbed his hair and pushed him back
"mhm I do want it, but not now.." I leaned in his ear and whispered "when we get home..."
I looked at her, not moving at all And she was looking all red and with jealousy..like 'hellooo' he's mine.
I chuckled and grabbed mattia' hand, and we went outside to take some fresh air
It smelt bad back there to be honest
I sighed and looked up at the stars.. they're pretty
I hear beside me a "the moon is beautiful tonight"
I looked beside me and saw mattia already looking at me
i smiled and looked up again "yea it is"
"Amelia.." he called me as I looked beside me, why was he tearing up..
"thank u for coming in my life".
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Hello my lovesss Soo I found a new crush😏 but he don't like meeeeeeee But imma still continue hehe. anywaysss hope y'all liked this chapter and hope it wasn't too cheesy, I'm gonna try and continue to post as much as I can, sorry for always being late with new chapters lol. I love youu.
