It has been a week probably that I haven't got to school, mar has been checking me out every single day he says he's scared if I'm sick sience I don't get out of my room
I haven't eaten anything or even slept..Mattia on the other hand has been trying to contact me but I have been avoiding him
It was Thursday and I had school today but I decided to go I mean it's been a week
It was 7:08 in the morning I got out of bad and went to the bathroom I looked myself in the mirror and god I looked need bags under my eyes my hair in a messy bun an an oversized hoodie I washed my face did a little makeup
"God I have nothing to wear bruh" I said as I looked in front my closet
I chooses and outfit honestly I didn't care lol
I wore this
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Mattia POV:
It's been probably a week that I feel lost Lia haven't come to school in a week I have tried to contact her but she hasn't been answering and tbh I'm worried
I told mar to tell how is she but he told me that she never let anyone in her room or get out of there
I miss her..like a lot
My first period had to be with lia but she's probably not gonna come today neither
I was getting ready for school I did my process and wore an usual outfit white hoodie and grey sweatpants (🥵)
I made my way to school and I went in and immediately headed to class my thoughts of lia being there waiting like a precious angel
But she wasn't.. I mean I knew this she's not gonna come..great🙂
Lunch
It was lunch and were sitting all and tbh all of us miss lia
"Bruh I miss Amelia" kairi said barely touching his food
"Same tbh" mar said pouting
"Don't u live with her?" Kairi said we slightly smiled cuz we weren't in THAT mood to laugh
"Yes I do Kai but I never see her she hasn't eaten in god knows how and she doesn't get out of her room barely to go to the bathroom and plus I don't even know why" mar said shaking his head
I sigh and thinked of her..damn I really can't live without her huh
As we were just staying I heard a voice that calms me
"Sup pussys" someone said from behind and when I looked o m g
It was my babe- I mean lia- holy shit Damn I missed her
Amelia POV:
"Sup pussys" I said as I sit next to kairi they all looked at me shocked hehe
"Lia omg hi" kairi said as he went to hug me I hugged him back
And then Katie and the boys but Mattia didn't even move he just looked at me shocked
As I was barely eating my sandwich I felt a couple of stares from Mattia but I didn't even wanna look at him again
I rolled my eyes as I feel his eyes on me
Omg this period is with Mattia, can this get any worse bruh? Plus im gonna be sitting next to him I have to ask the teacher if I can switch place
I opened the door to my classroom and I was late ugh
"Your late Amelia" my teacher said looking at me from the board
"Yes, yes I'm sorry I was in the bathroom" I said out of breath
"*sigh* okay sit down" teacher said starting to write in the board
"Actually...can I uhm change my seat" I said playing with my fingers
As soon as I said that Mattia looked at me furrowing his eyebrows
"There is no empty seat Amelia just sit with who you are and then we gonna see in the other period" my teacher said
I sighed and sat down with Mattia
"Pisss..piss..Liaa.." I heard Mattia whispering
"Shut up Mattia pay attention" I whispered and rolled my eyes
"C'mone I wanna talk with you" he whispered omg
"Fuck off, stop talking to me" I whispered looking at him
As soon as I looked at him I lost it I couldn't stop looking at him his eyes softened and we stared at each other for good seconds
"Amelia and Mattia play attention or yall are going to the principals office" teacher said looking at us
"S-sorry mis-s" I said ankwardly looking down
I heard Mattia sigh
"Lia..please..can we just..ditch the other period so we can talk..please" Mattia said whispering
I sigh and said whispering "I guess"
"Okay.." he said with a soft voice
This period was done and Mattia kept looking at me the whole periodt like wth
I was at my locker and I heard a shut beside me, I looked and saw Mattia
"Sup lia" he said smirking
"Mattia why the hell ur acting like nothing happened" I said furrowing my eyebrows
He's face softened and then he talked
"Yo-you're right I'm s-sorry" he said looking down
I sighed "let's go talk I guess"
At the mountains
I looked out of the car and saw that we were when we always go.. the mountain and i sighed and got out of the car
We sat down in the corner just looking at the view
Mattia sighed "lia..I'm sorry"
"Like I'm so sorry I don't know what I was thinking, I have anger issues and- and it just happened, I really don't wanna see you cry or hurt it hurt my heart especially knowing I'm the reason bcs of it, whenever your smiling or happy my heart smiled the whole day..just hearing your voice..your cute giggles..smile..everything of you makes me happy..I don't know what I would do without you..an-and hurting you wasn't my expectation I'm sorry lia.." Mattia said as a tear slide from his eyes
I looked at him with tears on my eyes sniffing
"No..no..no..no don't cry I didn't wanna make you cry.." mattia said putting as he put my head in his chest
"I'm sorry I really am" he said whispering and playing with my hair
I sniffed "it's okay..I was just scared I'm sorry too" I said crying
"No don't say sorry" Mattia whispering "I'm sorry for doing that to you"
I smiled in his chest we got up and went home to watch movies ________________________________ Hey yall I'm back I'm feeling kinda better tbh And thank you for the love, and happy new year I know I'm late lol but hope this years will bring happiness and health🥰🤍
