You dug into his bag. A drink couldn't help you now. Pulling out the pack, you sighed. All those times you'd cursed him for smoking, here you were.
Lighting up one and blowing the smoke out of your room window.
The dream was vivid. Too vivid, too real. You looked back at Niragi. His hair a mop on his head and his body half exposed. You smirked as you looked at the cigarette.
"Niragi." You called, he didn't move a muscle. You looked back out the window. Lasers shot through the sky as the breeze cooled your body.
"Niragi." You called again. He replied with a small hum as he stirred around in bed. "My dreams are back."
"Mmm."
"You awake enough to hear?" You glanced at him.
His eyes opened slowly as he yawned, dragging his hand down his face.
"Tell me what you saw princess."
"Hatter-"
"Nevermind. Goodnight." He groaned.
You sucked your teeth putting the cigarette out.
"It's serious baby. I'm scared. So far these stupid dreams have been true." You closed the window back.
"Okay. So what about Hatter?" He mumbled.
"He died."
"Died or got killed?"
"I don't know anymore. Its a blur."
"Either way you're saying he'll be out of my way soon?" He smirked.
You went to the bathroom to wash your hands and face before getting back in bed and straddling his lap.
"Why do you say it like that?"
"Like what? He'll be out of my way? When he's dead, that'll be one less creep out for you."
"What else are you planning? I'm not a fucking idiot."
He rested his hands on the top of your thighs and shook his head.
"You'll be fine. That's all you need to worry about."
~~~~~
The hotel, the beach, was cold. Like freezing, you couldn't help but cover up as you walked the halls.
"Hey Y/N- what's up with the winter wear?" Aiya looked down at your sweat suit.
"Are you not cold?"
"Nope." She shrugged. "It's just you."
You scoffed and shrugged. "Oh by the way, I need to talk to you about something."
"What is it?"
"Later. Meet in on the roof in about an hour." You told her as you glanced down the hall.
She nodded and waved as you started your walk again. You stopped at a window, looking down at the people gathering in a crowd. Your eyes squinted as you saw them start to cheer.
"What's going on?" You mumbled as you started out the hotel.
When you got outside, you saw the sun starting to set. You pushed through the crowd to see what was causing the fuss. Hatter.
"I think you're right." You flinched as Niragi rested his chin on your shoulder.
"About?"
"Him dying. I think it'll be today." He kissed your neck lightly and looked down at your outfit.
"Why are you wearing that?"
"Its cold." You complained as you saw the car Hatter was riding in. He waved to the people of the beach as they wished him luck.
"You pregnant?"
"What? No." You shrugged him off.
"Cause it isn't cold. At all."
"Well I am." You hit his chest.
As you turned back to the car, Hatter waved smiling warmly. "Coming?" He mouthed. You shook your head as Niragi wrapped an arm around your waist.
Hatter nodded and signaled for the driver to keep going.
"If he doesn't get himself killed, I'll do it my self."
"Shut up. Lets go back to the room."
"Nope. You are getting a pregnancy test."
"I'm not pregnant."
"We'll see." He grabbed your wrist.
"And how would you even know?"
"I just do."
"Oh you've gotten somebody pregnant before?"
"No- Well..." He shrugged.
"What?" You pulled your wrist away and crossed your arms.
"I did once. Maybe twice." He confessed. "It doesn't matter now. What does is the fact that you are not bring a baby into this fucked up place if you are pregnant."
~~~~~
You rolled your eyes yet again as you laid on the cold table.
"So?" Niragi urged.
"Calm down." Ann scoffed. He sucked his teeth and leaned back in the chair.
"If she's pregnant, get rid of it asap."
"Niragi please..." You sighed. "If we were in any other situation, you wouldn't say that."
"Damn sure would. I don't want kids."
You looked over at him as he stared daggers at Ann. The timer went off seconds later and he looked at the test.
"We got lucky this time." He put a hand out for you to take as you sat up.
"I wanted kids. Back in the normal world." You confess as Ann waits for you to leave.
"Is that all?" She urges.
"Yeah freak. We're going."
He places a hand on your back as you walk slowly out the room- lab. You move away from him as you pull your sweater back over your head.
"Y/N." He stopped in the hall and pinched the bridge of his nose. "I need you to know something."
"What is it?"
"I can't do kids. I can't raise a child. I never could. I never will."
You nod and shrug.
"I get it. I just thought it would be good you know? If we weren't here, being parents wasn't such a put off thought."
He got ready to say something else when you stopped him.
"It's fine Niragi. I'm not mad. We've got bigger shit to worry about."
~~~~~
"Are you in?" Chishiya asked as the wind blew through his hair.
"Where's y/n? Is she in?"
"Mhmm."
Aiya chewed at her bottom lip and squinted as the sun hit her face.
"And you're sure I can get home?"
"Yeah." He smirked.
"If Y/N is in, I am too."
"You look up to her?"
Aiya shrugged. "I don't know."
"You shouldn't. You can't count on anybody here."
"But she seems trustworthy....right?"
Chishiya scoffed. "You've seen her husband....fiance....boyfriend- whatever the fuck they are. He's a mass murderer, rapist. His life has completely gone to shit yet....she will not leave him."
Aiya looked over at the pool where Niragi and you walked around the perimeter. He got you a drink and you gladly took a sip.
"You think somebody like that can be trusted?"
