If I had met you first..

If You were there first

So you're in mondstat and Razor falls in love with you but you're in love with Diluc and you've know that Donna has been in love with diluc for a while and now she's starting to make a move. So you are a yandere and extremely manipulative (I'm basing off LUMINE) and you manipulate Razors feeling for you to kill Donna by saying that she's mean to you and she's keeps antagonizing you.

And eventually he hears you weep about how terrible she is to you after you tried to buy him flowers and He accidentally kills her after he saw her picking flowers in Wolvendom and he tried to pursue her to leave you alone but after she starts denying it and then return he gets aggressive and he's like "lupical would never lie" and in anger he kills her. By just happening to push her off a nearby cliff after he had backed her onto the edge. And she falls and she goes into a coma. Nobody knows what happened but you do. Because Razor had came back to the den carrying her unresponsive body. At first you faked shock but in YOURE head you smiled wickedly.

Razor tells you what happened and you tell him it's okay and comfort him. You end up kissing him in attempts to comfort him which happens to work and now you have a complete way to manipulate him 'if just a little kiss is able to satiate him then I better keep my kisses very precious'.

You later Bring Donna back to Mondstat and tell her that You had seen Donna near a cliff picking flowers and went up to her accidentally scaring her and she fell off. And they take you're word and they take her to Barbra who try's to heal her but says that it will take a least two months of treatment to wake her up. Diluc who had been acquainted with her had felt bad for her but quickly moved on. And now that Donna was out of the way no one else was trying to actively pursue Diluc so you shot YOURE shot and actively Visit Diluc and such.

Razor had noticed You visiting him much less so eventually he goes in town to find you thinking that you must be busy "if lupical busy. I go to lupical." And while in town he sees you and Diluc together. Hurt he follows you two. And he sees you and him smiling together and eventually Diluc leads you too a ally where he kisses you. surprised but extremely happy you return it. Razor who was watching betrayed runs away.

Later you go to visit Razor and when Razor doesn't answer you let yourself in. "Razor? It's me?" Thinking he wasn't home you turn to leave but you him call out to you. "Ah there you are" you say putting on a bright smile. Even though you weren't in love with Razor you still appreciated his company. You go towards razor before he growls at you. "Razor? Are you okay?" You ask concerned but Razor just looks at you his eyes red and swollen from crying but doesn't stop him from looking at you with spite. "I saw Lupical with other/diluc!" He yelled lashing out at you.

You stare in shock thinking of how to keep him with you you land on comfort. " Razor I'm sorry, but know that I love you!" Razor looks up at you in that. He looks so conflicted that you yourself feel bad. "You love me?" Razor asks in a shaking voice. "Yes of course I've always loved you Razor!" You say putting in as much emotion as you can. Eventually he opens up enough for you to take it as a sign to come toward him. You sit next to him. You start rubbing circles on his back reassuring him of you're love and loyalty to him. "Do you forgive me?" You ask softly after comforting Razor. "I do, but Lupical never do it again!" He says while nuzzling into you. "You smile softly at him knowing what you're gonna say is a lie. "Of course..." you say giving him a comforting smile. You know eventually you'll have to tell him the Diluc is who you're really in love with but for now you'll let him believe you're lie.

You kiss razor on his forehead and snuggle into his arms. Knowing you were going to miss it. But soon you think 'but why would I miss it? I'm sure I could convince Razor to be oaky with me and Diluc...' and that's how you turn incredibly manipulative.

You end up having Razor depend on you and once you tell him you're in love with Diluc you turn to leave but Razor whispers "it's okay if Lupical loves Diluc but please stay..." you turn to him trying so hard not to laugh having your plan work. Now you have Razor right in the palm of your hands. Diluc still completely unaware of You're manipulative behavior.

You live in between the two having Razor on a chain at all times (figuratively) Eventually Razor is willing to do anything as long as you stay with him even if you give just slightest of affection he wants to be with you. And when you leave his home. Late in the night Razor will think about his times with you reminiscing on the happy memories. Wondering when you had fallen out of love with him and fallen in love with Diluc. Never knowing you were never in love with in the first place. He justifies you're actions and although he knows you love Diluc, Razor still wants your affection You're smile aimed at him. And so life goes on. Eventually as things better with Diluc You stop visiting Razor all together. And knows not to come to visit you but patiently waits for you. And hopes that every morning when he wakes up you'll be there.

But while he wakes up hopefully. You're sleeping in Dilucs silk sheets basking in the warmth that is Diluc. Donna had woken up at this point but you know how to keep a person silent so she doesn't make a move again. And you keep you're love for diluc strong. While you do visit Razor every month or So he seems to have gotten used to being without you. But is still incredibly happy when you're there.

And when you sleep over snuggled into Razors arms. You silently wish that maybe if he didn't exist you wouldn't feel guilty. That if you had met Razor first you would've have chosen him. You end on that thought and finally rest in Razors arms. Preparing to go back to Diluc's when you wake. (The end it's much more sad then I thought honestly I just wanted it to evil not sad.)

♻️(While writing this I had an alternative thought and basically Razor kills Donna and She had gotten kinda close to Diluc so he takes it hard and so you go to comfort him and abandon Razor. Feeling hurt and betrayed Razor acts out. Which then brings him to be banished from Mondstat until further notice. For having attacked Mondstats hero. Diluc is then like "it's dangerous for you if you leave by yourself, I'll accompany you when ever you leave mondstat." And then yeah Razor eventually because of being banished by his only friends and denied by his Lupical he commits not live. And you live life happily with Diluc after faking how sad you were about Razor) end note for that side thought.

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