Friends With Benefits✔️

Benefits

Y/N'S POV:

I walked inside the University staring at the ground not wanting to see anyone. Well my life  hasn't been the best since the beginning but there is this one special person who doesn't fail to bring up a smile on my face, my best friend "KIM TAEHYUNG."

We've been friends since freshman year and to say we are friends now would not be the right word. It all began back when we were in second year.

-FLASHBACK TWO YEARS AGO-

Just as every other usual day,I was sitting in my living room having a Netflix and Chill session. With me, myself and the popcorn in my lap. A sudden loud noise was heard making me jump up, spilling all the popcorn on the couch. "Who TF- would come up at this hour?"

Groaning I walked to the door looking through the peephole. I saw him, my best friend standing outside with tears in his eyes. Without wasting a second I opened the door. He looked at me with his teary eyes pushing me to the nearby wall catching me off guard without any further explanation, his lips were latched against mine.

"Taehyung what are you doing get off me you're not in your right state of mind." I tried to push him off me but the taste of his sweet lips smouldering with mine made me kiss him back. Finally he pulled his lips away as we caught our breaths after the steamy session.

"Taehyung, what was that? Why did you kiss me? And you're seriously drunk, what's wrong?" He hugged me as I patted his back. "You can tell me anything you know, right? Tae?" His crying became louder not replying to me, his tears wetting my shoulders but I couldn't care less. All I cared about now was my best friend.

He finally calmed down. I took his hand leading him to the living room to talk everything out. "Now come on tell me Tae what happened??" His eyes started to get teary again. I squeezed his hand trying to reassure him that I'm here for him.

"She found a boyfriend. It's the guy I always told you about she hangs out with." Hearing his words I was left speechless. "Are you sure about it Tae?" "I saw them kissing near the bleachers while I was leaving my singing class." He started crying again more like shouting. My own tears started flowing down my cheeks watching him in this broken state that I never thought or wished for him to see in. "Please Tae stop hurting yourself."

Hugging him was the only thing I could at this moment, not being able to do anything else. I was extremely bad when it came to consoling someone so the only thing I knew would calm him down was to hug him. "Why didn't she never notice me or appreciate my existence Y/N? I'm famous too, am I not enough for her?"

"You're more than enough for any girl Tae." But rather than replying to me he pulled away from the hug looking into my eyes making me confused. He pushed me down on the couch hovering above me. "Tae you're not in your right state of mind please don't do something you'll regret later." "Please let me have you Y/N help me forget my pain."

I saw the pain in his eyes,that made my heart soften like never before. Without a second thought I nodded my head. And that's when I knew I fucked everything up.

-PRESENT-

I sighed walking inside the classroom. Oh how bad did I wish to go back in time and not let my past naive self to give him my body that very unfortunate night. But I had to be dumb getting blinded by his intoxicated touch that I end up never wanting to reject him each and every time he approached me till this very day.

"Hey Y/N." His manly voice was heard as he sat beside me.

"Hi Taehyung. How did your day start?" "It started off really good. Oh yeah did you do the homework assigned to us yesterday?"

"There you go I knew you wouldn't have done it. Copy it down before Mr.Kang comes in and punishes you." "Thank you so much Y/N I knew I could rely on you."

He  pulled me in a breath catching hug  "let me breathe Tae too tight." I whined.

"Good Morning Class." The teacher entered the class. He instantly pulled himself away. The class started and halfway through it, I felt a hand crept up my thigh making me clutch onto my skirt tightly as an instinct. "Tae what are you doing? We are in class?" "I can't control myself anymore Y/N!!" His hands reached up my panties rubbing and making circles over the clothed fabric covering my womanhood.

I was trying so desperately to hold back my moans. "Let it out Y/N,let everyone know how good I'm pleasuring you." He smirked seeing my weak state. "Please Tae" I tried to convince him decently but it rather came out as a moan. "Sir can I use the restroom."

I stood up instantly, he retracted his hand away as the teacher nodded his head. Without wasting time I rushed towards the restroom only to be pulled back. "Haa?? Where do you think you're going little Miss.
Y/N?" "Taehyung I wanna tell you something-" He didn't let me complete my sentence kissing me hungrily.

I felt weak again under his touch. "Let's go to my place." He tried walking away but I stopped him holding his wrist. "I can't. I wanna attend these classes. They are important to me and my future." "Fine then." Taehyung held my hand taking me inside an empty classroom. I knew I couldn't resist him at all.

Getting inside an old janitor I was made to sit up on a desk. "I need you now Y/N!!" I wish I could stop myself from always giving in to your desires Tae but I can't. All I could was smile at him, a painful smile confusing him.

He pulled down my skirt along with panties. A cold wind passed through my core making me shiver. Without a warning he pushed his tongue inside me, making me yelp out at the hot sensation of his tongue. "Fuck Tae!!" Gripping onto his hair I pushed his head deeper inside me. "See whose the one begging now!!"

He slapped my thigh unleashing my moans. "I-m-c-l-o-o-s-e!!" My moans came out as pleas of stutter but he didn't let me cum pulling away his tongue replacing it with his fingers.

"I didn't ask you to cum did I babygirl?" Baby Girl he's never called me that, a smile crept up on my lips.  He thrusted his fingers in and out of me harshly. The entire room was filled with the sounds of my moans and his husky groans. "Please let me cum Tae." I begged not being, able to hold in my climax anymore. "Cum." he commanded. I came all over his fingers. He chuckled, seeing the wet mess licking my womanhood and his fingers clean.

Putting back my skirt and panties on he looked at me with concerned eyes, like he always did. "Are you fine?" No, I'm obviously not Kim Taehyung. I'm tired and so done with myself always giving in to your sinister desires. "Yes I'm fine Tae." I faintly smiled, getting down the desk as he helped me walk. Coming outside the room I asked him to go his way, to not raise any suspicion. He nodded his head, walking away like always making me feel used and unwanted.

TIME SKIP TO LUNCH BREAK:

Loud shouting and yelling were heard making me curious. Pushing myself past the crowd to see what was happening, there I saw Taehyung beating up Nina's ex-boyfriend who had cheated on her a few days back. Nina was the same girl he loved years back and still does.

She was crying trying to stop him finally he stopped but for what cause did he decide to stop? Nina had back hugged him and he instantly turned around hugging her, rubbing her back trying to calm her down. "Stop crying Nina, I'm here for you."

I couldn't take it anymore,walking away from the scene crying. It's time to stop finally,after all not all Benefits give you happiness does it? So did this one for me and my soul.
"THE DAMAGE IS ALREADY DONE AND NO ONE CAN REPAIR IT!!"