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A caring alpha with wonderful pups and amazing friends.A family.Something she didn't have growing up but something she wanted her kids to experience.A fulfilling job that enabled her to go wherever she wanted and be respected.The perfect life.
The perfect dream.
But that's all it would ever be.
A dream.
A silly dream.
But a dream nonetheless.
She once was dumb enough to think that 2 of those things were already happening to her.That she already had the caring alpha by her side that she soon would have a family with.That she already had the amazing wonderful friends.But listening to Jungkook's harsh-yet true words-she realised she never had any of those things.She never even had anything close to that.
During her time in the house she has had a lot of free time to re think her life and she realises that it was much worse than she could've even guessed.Her friends were using her,only calling her when they needed something.She had sex every 4 months and sometimes didn't even talk to her boyfriend for weeks.
And now she,well now she was technically married.It's crazy how a piece of paper can change a persons life much.It can make their strength disappear within moments and that's exactly what happened to Y/N.
Jungkook watched as the girl became a lifeless hollow shell of a person only waking up to do her routine of washing the dishes,showering,cleaning the house and going back to her room to sit in her corner and cry until she had to sleep again.She didn't open her mouth once,not even to ask the maid if there was anything else she needed to do.She ate once a day,normally a toast with some tea.
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months until she had reached the 3 month mark of being there.Her face became paler than it already was and her movements slower as her body got weaker.
Jungkook decided to spend more time at the main mansion,away from Y/N.Being around her and witnessing how deep into the depression the girl was, confused him to the point he wondered if he should help her.
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He entered the penthouse with a sigh after spending a couple of days out.His eyes immediately look around trying to find Y/N and he relaxes as he sees her trying to reach for something on the cupboard.
His feet move on their own as he walks up to her and grabs the bread she wanted.He tries giving it to her but instead his eyes widen as she bows down at him.She doesn't say anything as stands up straight,gently takes the bread out his hands and gives a small nod.He watches as she carefully cuts the bread and spreads butter on it.He realises what's happening and finally seems to get out of his transe and grab the girls wrist.
She lets out a loud sound showing that she's in pain,her scent turning even more smokey.Suddenly blood starts dripping down and the smell of iron fills the room.Tears fall down her eyes and she finally opens her mouth to say something.
"Pl-please let g-go" Those were not the he first words he wanted to hear from the girl after such a long time.He loosely holds onto her hand and attempts to lift her sleeve.She immediately grabs his hand to stop him. "Please.." As she says that her eyes meet Jungkook's.That was the first in months that she had looked him in the eye.He still felt mesmerised by her by,her beauty.Her beautiful hazel eyes that never failed at making him forget about his troubles and deepest anxieties.
But now they were lifeless
Dull
As if life had lost its meaning
He blinks trying to get himself together and curses at himself as he lets Y/N's soft hand slip away from his hold. Tears gather at the conner of her eyes as she looks down at her sleeve covered in blood and runs to her bedroom closing the door.
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A while later Jungkook remembers that the girl hasn't eaten yet.He reluctantly gets up from his bed and walks over to the kitchen.He grabs some Japchae the maid cooked and a random orange organic juice.He goes over to her bedroom and knocks on the door but receives no answer.He knocks again and the same thing happens.He sighs and slowly opens the door.
"I'm coming in"
He enters the bedroom and scans the room for Y/N.He sees her sat on the floor,probably crying. He places the the tray of food on the the nightstand and crouches down to Y/N's level.
"hey.Have you eaten?"
The girl doesn't look up or answer so he taps her shoulder and asks the same thing.He sighs not receiving an answer so he lightly taps her head and brushes her hair back finally gaining her attention as she looks up at him.
"I brought you some Japchae the maid prepared and also a juice box.Come"
He gently takes her hand into his and easily helps her stand up.He helps her sit down on the bed and hands her the tray with food.She slowly wraps the food around her fork and brings it to her mouth taking her first bites.
After she's done Jungkook places the tray to the side and helps Y/N lay down.She immediately closes her eyes ready to sleep.Jungkook stares at her face.He bites his lip to stop himself from saying anything stupid.The girls face was mostly hidden by her hair so he crouches down to be able to brush it away.In her sleep,Y/N seemed to like the feeling of having someone's fingers brushing through her hair so jungkook kept on doing that,staring at Y/N's perfect face.From her soft black hair to her button nose to her cheeks until his eyes landed on her plump red lips.They looked to delicious Jungkook just wanted to taste them.
He stops his movements trying to get away from that dangerous thought.He sighs standing up and leaving the room,wondering what the fuck just happened to him
