Just leave already! She's going to leave you everyone always does why do you keep going back to her?
If I leave her.. I have no one.. she's the only person left that cares and loves me. I have no one else.. I just don't. If I loose her I loose the only reason to live.. the only reason to wake up each morning.. the only reason I can make it through every single fucked up day.
Yet my brain is on high alert telling me it isn't safe. Telling me she better off without me making me scream at the top of my lungs for her to leave.. because deep down inside I fear the most that she will leave.. that she will believe and see what I think of myself..that I am and always will be never good enough to love.
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