"Don't have too much fun with my boyfriend Karo." I hear Lauren snicker and it makes me grit my teeth. I almost wish she knew Karo was into guys, into me. So she would hate this even more.I knew I had to go over the top.
I take one more look at the girls, maybe Lauren looked sad, or even a little worried. But Lexi was whispering in her ear and Lauren was giggling. I watch them look at eachother and kiss again, my eyes move to Lexi's hand and she had it leaning over Lauren's private area under a blanket they had on their laps.
I officially didn't like Lexi.
Lauren closes her eyes and I hear a soft moan. This fucking bitch. I look at Karo and he scrunches his eyebrows, confused. I didn't want to waste anymore time. I close my eyes tightly as I lean down, pecking him quickly. His eyes so close to mine, I see him smile and kiss me, this time it was more firm. I felt a little dizzy, a warm feeling in my stomach.
"Show me." I whisper and look at him again, my hand moves down to his pants and rub over his clothes. He releases a quiet groan. "Show me what you said you would do if I was yours."
"Clem"
"Please?" I bite my bottom lip and look down at him.
"Not until you're mine." He frowns and moves my hand. I could hear the girls giggle more and my face got hot. This was wrong.
"Fuck this." I sit up, startling Karo. "We're over." I glare at Lauren, pull my pants up over my boxers and walk out of the room. I was disgusted, annoyed, betrayed. I hear her calling for me for a moment, my feet moving faster.
"Clem wait," she whines as she gets to the bottom of the stairs. For some reason, maybe because I thought we were in love, I stopped.
"No, you wait." I turn to her and see tears down her cheeks. "You out me infront of both of your friends, makeout, well, makeout and get fucked by your girlfriend infront of me and encourage me to kiss someone else. I'd love to hear what you have to say, no, really, go ahead." I cross my arms and more tears fall down her face. I didn't care anymore.
"I'm sorry okay, we're all gay." She pulls at her hair and frowns at me. "I didn't know Karo was until I saw the way he looked at you. Every time we hangout he asks if you're going to come too. He asks how you're doing, how you feel in our relationship, hell he even asked me one time what it was like when we kissed. That's not normal, I know it. But I also knew he wanted to kiss you. You and I, we are alright together. But I know I'm not perfect for you, we kiss and it doesn't feel like it should. It feels like we're friends, Clem, even you haven't tried to initiate more than a kiss. Lexi and I, well I realized I kinda liked her more than I should, I told Karo and he took advantage of that. She came over and this all happened. I didn't know it would, but I knew you two would enjoy the kiss, so I encouraged it. I wanted you to experiment just like I was. I thought you would be okay with it. I mean, I love you, as a friend. But Karo, he, he doesn't shut up about you, ever. He admires everything you do and thinks you're the most amazing guy he's ever met."
She stops to take a break and my mind wanders. Kissing her did feel different, maybe she was right, maybe it was a friend kiss. But even so, it didn't feel right that she did this without asking me.
"I know I was wrong, I should have talked to you first."
"You should have."
"But I didn't, and you can be mad at me, but please don't let Karo suffer from this, he didn't think it would go this way. He really, really likes you." She whispers the end and I look behind her. Karo is in the room still, sitting on the bed picking at his fingers. I did kinda leave him hanging didnt I.
"You need to make it up to me." I mumble and she nods her head fast, pouting her lip. I thought I'd be sad, but honestly, being just friends with her felt so much better. She runs back to the room and I follow slowly. Moments later she pulls Lexi out and they are giggling. The door is closed behind them.
"Sorry, was that too much?" His soft voice gets my attention. Karo looked nervous, maybe a little concerned. "Are you mad at me?" He takes my hand and pulls me to him. "What happened with Lauren, are you two okay?" He looks at me while I climb on his lap again.
I kiss him, humming at the soft yet firmness of his lips. His hands run down my back. He squeezes tightly and leans back from the kiss.
"What's going on, you didn't tell me if you're okay-"
"Just kiss me." I chuckle, kissing him again, pushing him down onto the bed. Everything Lauren told me about him, how he asked about me all the time, how he really seemed like he cared about me. I knew in the back of my head she was right. Because when we're alone I catch him staring, the tickling, the flirting.
"I wish I could always kiss you." He sighs into the kiss and I smile.
"Maybe you can."
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So that writers block lasted about an hour. Hi I'm alive !! My headache still present but my love for stories is aswell. I love you!
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