Over Again

Revelations.

Harry's POV

I was laying with my head rested on Louis' chest while he played with my curls. I decided now was the time I had to tell him.

I sat up and he copied me. "Louis I need to tell you something".

"Actually Harry I need to as well". He chewed on his bottom lip and looked nervous. I frowned and moved to sit cross legged so I could face him. "Can I go first?" He asked and I shrugged staring at him curiously. "I guess so but make it quick okay Lou." He took a deep breath and grabbed my hand, stroking it with his thumb.

"Remember we weren't together." My heart started beating fast in my chest, scared of what he was going to say. "And I honestly believed we wouldn't be together again."

"Louis....where is this going?" He sighed and looked down, keeping his eyes glued to the hotel bedsheets.

"Harry, it was a while ago, at the start of the break. I was upset about the photos of you going to Kendal's hotel and I just wanted someone, anyone." My stomach started to churn and I pulled my hand away from his touch.

"Are you...trying to tell me you slept with someone else?" He didn't answer, just slowly nodded his head. I jumped up off the mattress and started pacing back and forth across the room, running a hand frantically through my hair.

"We weren't together Harry."

"Who was it? Do I know them?"

"It was Ele..."

"IF YOU DARE SAY THE WORD ELEANOR." He stayed quiet. "HOW FUCKING COULD YOU?"

"Well now you know how I felt when I found out about Nick!"

"THAT'S NOT EVEN CLOSE TO BEING THE SAME THING! I never slept with Nick! You just had to one up me and throw it all back in my face". He didn't say anything as I carried on pacing. "Oh my god...is that why...is that why you forgave me so easily for kissing Kendal?" He squeezed his eyes shut and nodded. "You know what Louis, you wanted to talk about it, so let's talk about it. Was she good?"

"Harry you're being ridculous."

"Answer the fucking question!"

".....No because she wasn't you".

"Awww cute." I spat out and turned to the work top, resting my hands on it to try and calm down.

"This is just unbelievable Louis, why did you wait so long to say anything? We've moved on and now you drag something back up. You made me feel like shit for one mistake, you took the high ground pretending like you're so bloody innocent, and you're NOT!" I took deep breaths trying to calm myself before I turned back around to face him.

"We weren't together!"

"You know what Lou, I really don't give a shit, I cannot believe this, why did I bother trying again with you". I stormed out the door slamming it shut. Liam was stood in the hallway and jumped back from the shock of the noise and watched as I marched over to my room. "Harry are you okay?"

"Totally fine and dandy."

I walked into my room slowly closing the door and pressing my forehead against it. I let out a huge sigh before the tears started to trickle down.

I guess I could never tell Louis the truth, it was never meant to be.

I sat nervously tapping my foot and chewing my lip trying to think about anything else.

Today was the day. The only other person that knew was Nick. I fished out my phone and typed a message out to him.

H: "god i'm nervous"
N: "rightly so, i'd be scared too if i had to spend the rest of my life with louis"
H: "don't be mean! How do you think i should ask? a normal down on one knee or what?"
N: "he might get the wrong idea if you go down on your knees"
H: "hahaha but seriously?"
N: "you're going out for dinner right?"
H: "yeah...?"
N: "put the ring in the cake."

"Haz?"

"Mmhm?"

"Who you texting?"

"Oh...just Nick, nothing special." My heart was hammering in my chest because it was special, if he saw these texts the whole surprise would be ruined. He scoffed, "You can say that again." At that I looked over to him, "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Come on Haz, you know I don't like him".

"Well I do so".

"Don't be childish".

"Don't be rude about my friends."

H: "what if he chokes?"
N: "i'm guessing he's used to having objects in his mouth, he'll be alright."

At that I snickered to myself and Louis jumped up snatching my phone from me. "He is not that funny, what could you possibly be laughing about?" My eyes grew wide, I couldn't let him find out we were talking about a proposal.