Over Again

Yes or No?

I took one last deep breath and pushed the handle down causing the door to roll open. Louis had his bed side lamp on which caused me to squint. He jumped and moved his body so that he was sat on the middle of his bed with his feet hanging over the side. I crawled onto the bed so that our bodies were facing, my feet (and some leg) were hanging over the other side.

I licked my lips and looked towards him, his eyes were staring intently at me, glittering. He looked like he had been crying, but I pushed that thought away knowing Louis never cried.

There was no noise in the room apart from both of our shallow, anxious breaths. I could tell he wanted me to start talking but didn't want to hear what I had to say by the way his eyes scanned my face, searching for the answers.

I licked my lips again. "Louis?" His eyes stopped scanning my face and rested, looking back into mine. "I've been spending the whole day and night thinking." Unusually he stayed quiet. "And I just wanted to know if all our secrets are out in the open now? Is there anything else?"

"No." He shook his head and muttered the word quietly.

"If you promise that there's nothing else, and if there is please tell me now."

"Why do you get to be the person who does this? Do you have anything else to tell me?"

"Please Louis this isn't an argument, and no there's nothing else." He sharply nodded his head once and looked away across the room.

"What I'm trying to say is, you stupid arse, is that if there is nothing else I am willing, in fact no, I am dying to try again all I want is to be with you." His eyes shifted back to me and his face split open with a smile. He sat forward and threw his arms around me peppering my face, neck and naked torso in kisses.

"Thank fuck I love you so much."

"Did you....did you just say the L word?" I smirked at him, and he stopped kissing me. "I mean this is all so sudden we've only just gotten together." He tried to hold back a laugh, too afraid to admit I was actually funny. "Well Lewis was it?"

"You're such an idiot."

"Well Lewis I have to say I rather love you too." He shook his head and rolled his eyes leaning forward and pressing his lips to mine. "I might have made a bad choice, go out and come back in again." He mumbled his words against my mouth and I laughed into his as he pushed me down onto the mattress. He crawled on top of me and sat up, "Harry I love you so much and I am so sorry I've spent so long not telling you, from now on I will tell you every single day, and if not I promise to at least show you." He smirked and pinged my boxers against my hip.

"I love you." He said it one last time before he leant back down to kiss me again as my heart hammered hard in my chest.