Mine forever

self - battles

Manav pov:

I got up in the morning ,freshen up, and started scrolling through my Instagram, Unnati had posted ,some of her pictures from yesterday ,They were  candids I suppose ,she was looking so hot with those small sweat droplets on her skin, she was crazy about dancing and that is what made her hotter , the passion she has for work drives me crazy sometimes ,she had posted a bunch of pictures and I scrolled left to the last one in which I show saw Akshat , he was holding her from the back which was looking like , he was going to lift her up ,but don't know why I wanted to be on his place ,I wanted to hug her from the back ,lift her, dance with her, learn from her ,and much more, I commented "hot in passion " on her post and then left........

Unnati point of view :

I checked Manav's comment ,and I know we were miles away but still that comment made me  red, I know he affects me but the fact that he's already taken pinches me, I want to take my mind out of him ,but this type of  things  which he does makes it more difficult, I want him to be happy ,but I also want him, I don't know what he feels for me or is it mere attraction, well I think will this distance will work ,I hope, I will be able  to see him as a friend, when I get back hopefully with these thoughts in my mind I got up from the bed ...

breakfast was already laid and akshat  was waiting.....

" hey good morning sleepy head"

" hi, good morning ,you don't have to wait for me ,please "

"it's ok also you don't talk to anybody here so I guess it's only me to whom you can utter all your nonsense too"

" what !! I speak nonsense?"

" I mean, other than dancing I don't think you have anything sane in your mind "

with this I picked up a spoon , and threw at him which he successfully dodged .....

After that ,we had our breakfast cracked some jokes ,and got back 2 our rooms since we had off today,
I decided to video call my friends or may be  just a friend , hehehe, I decided to call him only ,he picked up in a ring...

" hello " oh my God that crooked voice when he wakes up, that's damn hot.

" hay WhatsApp "

"nothing was just thinking about you"

" oh come on liar"

" you wish Unnati malharkar , btw to be honest, I would have looked better instead of Akshat in that picture "

and I knew exactly what he was talking about, I don't know  why he does that every freaking time, these  teasing I can't handle ,so I changed the topic.....

" leave that so what is this week's Dam fam video idea,"

" you called to know this ?"

"well partially yes !......"

"and partially about Me"

"haha stop ,putting yourself above everything Mr mnv "

"oh please, I am above all, don't know for anyone else but for you I am, I know this ,"

"ok ok, come back to earth baby boy so tell me more what's going on ..."

"nothing "

and then he stopped and took a deep breath which was clearly audible "Manav are you ok"

"na ,missing you "

Dam those words every time I want to run away from him these type of words bring me to the exact same position, where I started from, I think I have to clear things  on his face, that these things affect me, I don't know about him bt these words  force me to go back and hug the hell out of him, I want to be in his embrace, I want to experience those tingles again when he is close,  but I can't and I clearly know that,
but this freaking idiot is making it thousand times more difficult for me....

As I was contemplating my feelings this idiot spoke again

" I want to come to you  "

that left me speechless ,every time we speak to each other over phone  it's more of understandable silence ,than words ,I wanted to scream through the phone tht, I want him to come too , but again His f****** relationship,  I doubt sometimes if he says these words just because we are friends , or there is something else  , but I am too scared to ask........

Author note :
Hope uh gys liked the chap , I started this ff , just because I am crazy about thm , never expected anything, frm this book, bt damn #5 on unnav is crazyyyy ,love uh gys a lot .
cheers