Mine forever

Thoughts

Manav's pov :

I was going crazy with her, ngl I had kissed before , but with her , it was different , I wanted to gentle and wild at the same time , her little mole beneath her lips arouses me everytime I see her , Her little deow brown eyes are the reason I go restless in front of her , and darn those lips , never told her but , whenever , she have them with little gap in between I just wanna pull her and claim them mine ,

I am afraid of how can someone , do this to me ,
The fact that she is all mine gives me a sense a wholesome worth of myself ,

I was so stupid to hide this feeling till date , I have wasted so much time without her , but now I am gonna show her , all my love , adoration .......

she might not be able to be with me for quite some time but I promise uh unnati malharkar , not even a single second of these remaining 2 months I will  allow uh to fell uh are away from me ,.......

I looked down in my arms , there she slept , clutching my shirt and hugging me tight ,my love , my life , I don't know what have I done to deserve you .

I bent down and held her face ,

that innocence , that sheer smile ,
I could take a bullet for that ......

I kissed her forehead and wrapped my arms around her ,

There was a sense of content in me as I held my life close , but the thought that just few more hours with her , dug a deep pit too .......

I tightened my arms around her , as if I could stop her by this .........

"Its for her , just few more months manav , and then no one can keep the distance between the beat to ur heart "
I consoled myself ,
I know she will feel the same way , but I have to be strong , she will turn weak seeing me like this , I have to be strong for her , for us ..........

After sometime tanzeel called

" Bhai where are uh , we have to leave , unnati ...."

"Tanzeel can uh do me a favour "

" of course bro ...."

" Take others with uh ...."

"uh okay ....?"

" yeah....."

" ok, dont worry , I do.."

Due to the call unnati woke up .....
she smiled at me .....and in her morning voice
" good morning manav"

damn uh unnati , everything uh are doing right now , is going in the list I will miss ...

I held her face , and kissed her forehead

" good morning life..."

she blushed and wrapped her arms around me ......

" Lets go , others might be waiting " she said ..

" dont worry , they left ......"

" bu...."

"shhhhh "

and then as uf it boomed on her too , that she has to leave  , she hugged me tight ,

our eyes close, our breaths audible ......
we stayed like that for a while , and then I decided to be strong ....

"he , let's goo..." I patted her
back , she looked at me , but I had no guts to see through them ,

she then got up with , held my hand , and moved towards the car ....

Author's note:

next one is obviously gonna be super duper emotional......also gonna add something , that happened in real life with unnav , at the airport ......amy guesses😁 till thn take care .....