Never Get Attached

Heart break

Finally I got home; it's 4:30! After having a bath and changing, I thought it's time to call Ashley and tell her about what happened today! "Hey bae! Miss ya as hell!!!" I yelled the second she said hi; "Hey, me too." She said! Awkward.. I asked if there is something wrong, she said no but it didn't seem true! Then she told me that she has to go cause she's going to a party! Awwch!! That hurts!

I spent the next few days with Hannah; but ma mind was at NYC with Ashley!  She never called back and when I call she never picks up! A few days later she called and talked as if she did nothing!  And what she talked about; well was about HER! I just hold it in and said nothing to her, I acted fine! Hannah noticed that I was hurt; she kept on nagging until I said what was wrong.  I was surprised by what she told me 'Ashley has been this way since ever! She always puts her self on the top and act like a queen!' Well I never saw that in her; now: having flash backs I realized that everything we shared was about her! I just nodded.

As weeks passed; she became more self centered,  it's been 4 months and she never asked about ma new school or if I found new friends; even when I was telling her about Hannah, she started talking about thus new guy she is seeing now! I was heart broken!  I thought we're besties! Guess am a third wheel for her now since she made new friends; ohh wait she already had other friends when I was still there; so she wont miss me at all! Am so attached to her but for her am just some girl who she spent time with.