Never Get Attached

Depression

Although I have Hannah; and she is a great friend, but am not the same! I ate less every day, talked to no one, never made trouble again at school, and I never show ma tattoo; which I had when Ashley and I was going out in NYC neighborhoods.. I was called the stylish girl and now I just throw some clothes on me, Everyone knew that something was wrong with me; and they all did care and kept on asking. I said nothing; I just walked away with ma brain filled with black thoughts!

Hannah is a very crazy lover person; one night I was sitting in ma room listening to bruno mars's songs when ahe jump to ma balcony and started yelling "Hello muffin! I'm bored and you're doing nothing c'mon lets go!!" I was still trying to figure out how did she got up here! Then she went in ma room went to ma closet, picked a GREEN dress and grabed ma hand and gave it to me saying "Well missy qe don't have all night! Hurry up!" I was like 'Okay whatever ya say' I got dressed and had some light makeup and walked with her! Ohh didn't I tell ya that ma favorite color is green! "Damn she looks hot!" I thought; Hannah was wearing a red dress that I don't really know how does she fit in! It's like that the dress is painted on her! Her makeup would make ya believe that she is getting married not going to some party! Although am going out but something is missing! Am looking at ma tattoo and thinking about Ashley, she choose it in the firat place! I was about to break down and start crying when Hannah jumped in front of me screaming! I thought am gonna be deaf! I guess she is high or something.