Winter break || L.T ||

-epilogue-

•summer break•

I don't want you to leave.

It's a weird feeling when you are terrified to lose someone closest to you.

Nobody's lost anyone (just so you know) there's just a fear we speak of. The fear is frantic and constant. You either attach to a person or distance yourself.

Ayvee Richardson

Cuddling into Louis chest. Well, hugging him but Louis likes to call hugs cuddles. We are standing in his kitchen since we can't hang out at my dads.

I don't think my dad likes Louis.

My head in buried into his neck leaves soft kisses on the sensitive skin every now and then. My arms arms are wrapped around his neck and his arms are wrapped around my waist. I'm standing on my tippie toes, even though Louis is quite short I'm still shorter than him.

Sad.

A little part of me is scared that someday he'll actually leave me. Why would he ever do that though? He loves me and I love him so why would we ever split up.

I don't want him to leave.

Please please please don't leave.

"I love you." He whispers. He loves me. He loves me like I love him. There's always gonna be a part of me that loves him. I don't think I'll meet anyone else that will change my mind about Louis. I'd never leave Louis for someone else.

What if he finds someone else?

"I love you." I whisper back and then he suddenly lifts me up so I'm off the ground. I wrap my legs around his hips as he carries me out of he kitchen and he leads to his bedroom. Zayn is at work but he'll get off soon.

He opens the door and walks in, laying me on his bed with him on top of me. "There's no way you can top my love for you." I say with a playful smirk.

(Mature content warning) He looks deep into my eyes, scaring me but I guess that's what he was going for as he starts smirking too. His hand travels up the side of my body until it's cupped on my cheek. His thumb moves back and forth on my cheek soothingly.

"I can top your love for me and guess what?" He gets closer to my face.

"What." My throat gets raspy.

"I can also top you."

Fuck.

"Well then why don't y-you get on with it?"
He looks at me closer. It's like he's gonna kiss me but he hasn't done it yet. He leans in finally pressing his lips to mine.

At first it's soft and delicate. But then he heats it up. He kisses me more roughly, I can't help but moan a bit into his mouth. I'm getting restless and down there is getting more and more needy as Louis kisses me harder.

"Please." I manage to whisper.

He starts grinding a little bit causing my to go insane. His dick rubbing again me feels so good that I can't speak.