You woke up and looked over to the other side of the bed to find it empty. Last night began running through your mind and you felt over whelmed. You shut your eyes and rolled over flat on your stomach, your head buried in your pillow. You let the tears fall. Memories between you and Jai ran though your mind. Happy and sad. Remembering last night was hard enough, but thinking of all the times you two spent together just made it worse. You wanted to distract yourself and stop thinking about it all, but without Jai you were just lost. You sat up looking around your room. Your phone sat on your desk, faced down doing nothing.
You climbed out of bed walking over to your desk. You turned on your phone wanting to see the time, but there was more than just the time. There was messages, missed calls, twitter notifications, Facebook notifications, Instagram notifications, just everything, and it was all from him. The boy you loved. But the boy who obviously didn't love you back.
You didn't know how to feel. Should you feel angry? Sad? Annoyed? Happy? Nothing?
It was all so confusing and before you knew what you were doing you threw your phone at your wall from rage. It fell to the ground, it's screen shattered.
That's when you lost it. You screamed. Pulled all the pictures of you two down. Threw everything off shelves, unsure if any of it was breaking but not caring if it did. You punched your wall repeatedly. You even grabbed shoes and threw them at your walls as well. Then the door opened.
He ran in panicked. "What are you doing." He yelled, grabbing the shoe from your hand. "Why the fuck would it matter to you anyway." You yelled back, tears still streaming down your face. "Because I care about you." "Oh and I'm sure that's what you were thinking when she was all over you." "I wasn't thinking anything 'when she was all over me' because nothing ever fucking happened." He said making quotation marks in mid-air with his fingers. "Then why is it all over the internet, why do I have people constantly asking me if it's true, why didn't you want to be with me the night that this all started, you know I'm surprised your even, I mean I just figured you would be with her right now." By this point you were crying harder despite your effort to stop completely.
He starred at you with desperate eyes and took a step towards you. You took a step back. "Can we please stop yelling and just talk about this." He asked quietly "Well can you just stop fucking round with other girls and have a stable relationship for once." Right now you just wanted to run into his arms and say you were sorry, but you couldn't do that. He hurt you and he needed to know that. "Can we please talk, let's just sit down and you don't have to say anything and I'll leave when you want me to but please just let me speak first." You looked at him for a few seconds before slowly nodding.
The two of you sat on the edge of your bed and he began talking. "That girl who is rumored to be my girl friend, she is just a friend. I mean it when I say that we are nothing more than friends. The other day when the photo of me and her walking together was taken we were just hanging like friends do, nothing happened between us. About the other photos I have no idea. I don't know where the other photos were taken, or who's even it them, I don't know anything about the them except for the fact that I'm defiantly not in them."
He paused for a few seconds so you interrupted. "What were you doing with her?" "Do you want me to be honest?" You nodded. "We were planning a surprise for you, for your birthday. I know your birthday isn't for another six weeks but I wanted to do something really special for you, I know this sounds cliché but you only turn 21 once. I wanted it to be the best and happiest day of your life, and I wanted it to be memorable."
You knew that he was telling the truth but you didn't get why she had to be with him. He understood what you were thinking so he continued. "She was there because I was buying your present, it's was really important that I got the right one and I knew she would be able to help me with that." He was looking down at his hands. "Why was it so important to get the right one, I don't care about having the perfect gift from you as long as you are there with me." You wiped the tears off your face but they just got replaced with fresh tears in a matter of seconds.
"Why is it so important? It's important because I care about you so much, I always have from the moment that we began to know each other, I have cared about you for just as long as I've loved you. You mean the world to me. When I said I wanted the day to be memorable I didn't mean I wanted to you to just have a good time. Then when I said that it had to be the perfect gift I wasn't just talking about any present, I was talking about the ring. I was going to propose to you on your birthday. I know jack shit about rings so I took her with me to help choose you the perfect one. I love you Y/N I always have and I always will and I want to spend the rest of my life with you so Y/N will to please forget about everything that has happened in the last 24 hours and do me the honor of becoming my wife." Jai finished talking and was holding a small, red, square box in his hand, he even had tears in his eyes.
You looked at him taking in everything he had just told you. You believed him, you believed that he would never cheat on you and you wanted to spend the rest of your life in his arms. So with out wasting another second you answered his question. "Yes Jai, I would fucking love too."
A/N: Omg I'm so so so sorry for not updating in months. I've been busy and then when I'm not busy I've had really bad writers block and just ugh it was so annoying but here's an update now so yay! In other, more exciting news this just hit 2k reads yesterday which was pretty exciting for me so thank you all for reading. I know that to a lot of people that would seem like nothing but to me it means a lot and I love you all. Bye♡
