Swapped

CHAPTER 5

Danniella's POV:

Fuck!

I curse to myself as hurriedly wipe the forth spill I made for the night. After our little argument, I couldn't concentrate long enough to do my job properly, because my eyes keep wandering back to Seth and his friends. I look on in disgust while they were basically sucking the face of two blonde chicks, who from this distance look like sisters. It was fucking sickening to watch.

The way he was touching her, boils my blood with envy. I have no right to be envious, after all he's not mines. But.... for days I have been imagining him touching and kissing me, like he did before. It's like I'm addicted to the feeling of being in his arms. The way he looked at me, how his hands felt on my skin, even the taste of his lips were now deeply imbedded in my mind. I can't seem to get over it and is constantly craving that feeling again.

He seems very angry with me for some unknown reason. Maybe because of the way I left his house or it could be because I was avoiding him. Whatever it is, I don't care. He had no right to talk down to me. What is so wrong with my dress anyway. Sure it's a little skimpy and revealing but it's covering majority of the most important parts.

I didn't leave before because of the way he spoke to me, it was but not entirely why. I left because I was terrified of the feelings he awoken in me. I was scared because after one simple kiss with him, all my deepest, darkest, sexual desires were rejuvenated. I am afraid that if I give in to him, I might lose myself in the process and ends up hurt again. After just getting out of a horrible relationship, the last thing I want to do is to end back up in the same situation again. 

I honestly didn't mean to go off on him earlier but the condescending way he spoke to me, pissed me off. I have had enough of people talking down to me. Adrian use to speak to me like that and I hated it. I am finally out of that toxic relationship and have no intention of going back into one again. No matter how attracted I am, to him.

Yes! I admit I am attracted to him but it was only in a sexual way. It will take more than a kiss and a few touches to get through these thick walls I spend years building around my heart. Plus, the both of us is fresh out of relationships, so it wouldn't be wise, thinking about being with anyone at the moment.

I sigh tiredly as I glance at the time on my watch. I am physically and emotionally exhausted. I can't wait to get out of here, so I wouldn't have to watch Seth as he eats the girl's face off. Thank God I only have, five more minutes in this hell hole. I was just waiting on Sherry to release me from my shift. I was starting to get a slight headache from the few drinks I drank earlier.

A light tap on my shoulder, pull me out of my head. I turn and saw it was Sherry. " Hey chick! You're on time today?" I joked at her.

The dimples on her cheeks deepen as she laughs loudly. "You will never forget that, will you?" She says, while putting away her things in the safe, under the counter. Yesterday was my first day on this job and Sherry was suppose to take over after my shift ended. But she was late and I had stay back about a half an hour later. She apologize and told me that her babysitter was late and she had to wait on her to come first before she could leave. I understand and I didn't mind because I didn't have anything better to do when I reach home anyway.

"I'm just teasing you girl." I said laughing at her pouting face.

"I know! I was just playing with you. So...what are you going to do on your day of tomorrow?" She ask while serving a customer a drink.

"Sleep! What else is there to do?" I say and began gathering my things to leave. I glance over at Seth and sigh. He still had his tongue down the girls throat, making my mood dampens further. I tightly smile and wave her goodbye.