Date
×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
Peter was in his bed sleeping when Bucky came in Peters room and jumped on him and hugged him tight. Peter groaned but when he saw it was Bucky he smiled.
"Hi" Peter whispered
"Hi handsome" Bucky said
"Ready?"
"For what?" Peter asked confused but still half asleep
"Date night."
"That is today?" Peter said not sounding so happy
"What? You don't whana go?" Bucky smirked "we can always stay here. In your room"
"Bucky- no- that was...one time its- im not ready for another go..." Peter said
"So what I was just there that day to keep you bucy?" Bucky became more tense
"No- Bucky- you weren't- I just-" Peter tried to get a sentence out but failed
"I think im just gonna go" Bucky said
At that point Peter was just sitting on his bed with half tears in his eyes and Bucky just stormed out to Steves room.
Bucky and Steve
=========================
"Steve? Can I maybe talk to you?" Bucky said softly
"Of course Bucky. What is it?" Steve asked like a mother would ask her son
"Its just- I was suppose to go on this date with Peter tonight. And I made a sex joke that I we can alweys just stay at home in his room. But he said that he was not ready yet. And now I don't know because I said that I think he used me the first time, but I didn't mean it. And now I feel guilty but at the same time played..." Bucky explained
"Oh gosh here we are again talking about your sex life" Steve whispered as a joke
"Steve... please I need help" Bucky said
"Okay okay im just kidding. Look let me ask you this firstly. Did you mean what you said to Peter. About him using you?"
"No" Bucky responded quickly "I mean maybe...a little"
"Bucky its okay if you meant it. Its natural to feel that. And these thoughts won't last for very long. But you gotta understand that he is 16 almost 17 and you are an adult. He is a kid, that isn't a virgin but that doesn't mean he wants to have sex with you that often. Like once a week. Just let him think and when he is ready he'll come to you" Steve said
He always gave the best advises. Bucky was suprised every time.
"You are right. I shouldn't push a 16 year old. I just-" Bucky began
"You are an adult that whants to find love that can have sex with him more often. But Buck, if you love Peter you have to wait. For him to fully be ready." Steve said
"You are right. Thank you Stevey"
"No problem. Now are we done talking about your sex life? Please?" Steve said
"Yeah we are. Now we can talk about yours" Bucky said with a smile
"NO-"
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
"Peter?" Bucky said knocking on Peters door.
"Yeah?" Peter responded
"I just waned to apologise for being so rude earlier. I shouldn't have pushed or yelled at you for anything. I just...I'm and adult that has fallen in love with a teenager" Bucky explained
"I get it, Bucky maybe its the best if we like. Have a break." Peter began
"A break?" Bucky was very confused
"Yeah, we should break up. For a while. Until I'm ready and you figure out with who do you want to be in a relationship with" Peter said
"I- Im sorry im a little speechless but um...if thats what you want, I guess-" Bucly began and almost cried
"Bucky I don't want that for us. We need a break. I can't keep being with you if you are not satisfied with what I can give you"
"I was just suppose to be a joke..." Bucky said to himself
"But your joke was serius to me. And here is what mess it made" Peter raised a voice a little
"Okay" Bucky said and knew he was bout to cry harder then he did in HYDRA
Bucky just left the room and ran to his. He slamed tha door behind him and started crying like someone just stabbed him in his heart 5 times.
Bucky started crying so loud Steve came in his room all worried
"Bucky?! What happened? I hear you from my floor" Steve said worried like hell
"Peter broke up with me because he thinked that Im not satisfied with what he can give me" Bucky sobbed
Steve took him to his arms and said
"Well are you?"
"No but that doesen't mean he needed to break up with me and rip my heart out and crush it into millions of peaces" Bucky sobbed harder
"I agree but he'll come around don't worry. Okay?" Steve said
"Yeah"
"I heard you last night and you didn't get any sleep so how about I tuck you in and later I make anything you want for breakfast. Does that sound good?" Steve asked
"Yeah" Bucky answered as Steve putted in in bed and put a blanket over him. And kissed his head. He was a litteral mother to Bucky.
Steve left the room and went to tell the others. Who were safe to say, shocked.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Word count: 876
