Reality of Fear

I'm not afraid of heights

I'm afraid of falling

I'm not scared of dark

I'm scared of what's in it

I'm not afraid of failing

I'm afraid of re-doing knowing I'll fail again

I'm not afraid of death

I'm afraid of judgement day

I'm not afraid of being alone

I'm afraid of vulnerable

I'm not scared of dying

I'm scared of not living

I'm not afraid of water

I'm afraid of drowning