Soraru x Reader

Yes

  You looked at the tiny handwriting, reading it over and over again, afraid that you're hallucinating.

  But you're not. No matter how many times you reread it, it stills says "I love you".

  You took a deep breath. Next thing you know, you dashed out of the cafe onto the pedestrian street.
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Soraru's POV

  I handed the paper to Y/N and she was staring at it for a long time. Like a long time means a very long time. Perhaps a few 10 minutes?

  And then she just ran out of the cafe. What. Did I get rejected? I guess Y/N is just not the one for me then...

  No wait, this is not the time to be sad. I need to head outside and talk to her.
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Your POV

  "Wait, Y/N-san!! What's the matter... do you not have an answer?"

  Soraru ran out of the cafe, following you.

  "......"

  You stopped running and waited for him to catch up. "Y/N-san," Soraru said while panting, "I know that you might not return the same feelings... but I just want to let you know that the time with you was really enjoyable. I felt like I don't have to be so stressed about my surroundings anymore... so please, can we still be friends?" "What," you replied, "I never said I'm rejecting you?? I just ran out to see whether you'll follow. Since you did, it proves that you actually do care about me a lot," you smiled. "...Eh? So... it wasn't a rejection? Does that mean... you agree?" Soraru's face brightened. "...Mmmmm..." you turned around. "I mean, a relationship can't be run by only one person," you replied, "so... why not we try it?"

  Awkward silence. 

  Then you felt his arms around your body. You can feel your cheeks burning, and somehow it seems like Soraru was completely cool.

  "Ahh yes, spring," some random old lady walked past. This only made your faces look like tomatoes.

  The way home was one of the longest ones you've ever had. Perhaps it is because of the silence. Or maybe it's the fact that Soraru is holding your hand. Both of you walked in silence, unable to speak.

  Why is his hand still so cold... Does he just have cold hands all the time or something? You thought. You can't help but peek at the ikemen next to you. His dark hair, his long eyelashes, his pale face, his slender figure, his personality, especially that tsundere side— you love all of them. Actually, your mind is just full of Soraru now. 

  How many minutes have passed since you guys started walking, you do not know. But you do not wish to know either. 

  God, please don't take away this time from me. You can take anything, but please not this. Please let me have this moment all to myself, for an eternity.
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3rd person POV

  Even upon arrival at the apartment, a word was not uttered. You silently looked down to your hand, and above it was Soraru's. The following steps inside the apartment were the same as ever: unlocking the door, pressing the elevator button, waiting, going into the elevator... Then the elevator finally reached your floor. The door opens, but none of you moved. At last, you decided to step outside. Well, you have to or you're not gonna go back home... right? Ok, I guess no one is gonna talk, I'm fine with that, you thought. But before you can even do anything, the elevator door closed. "Wha-" you had no time to react, and with a small ding! the elevator reached the 12th floor. "Uhmmm, Soraru-san... I have to go back", you said awkwardly. ".........." Soraru didn't respond. Instead, he dragged you out of the elevator, to the front door of his apartment. "Eh?" you couldn't help but make a small noise.

  "No. You're staying here tonight."

  HOL' IT RIGHT THERE- whAaAAAaaAaa????

  "Wait, but I didn't bring stuff to change or anything-"

  "It's ok."

  "Ehhhhhh—"

  Welp. You had no choice, do you. Entering his house again, you feel the familiar warmth— yet it also feels so distant. Meh, whatever, lemme just enjoy sleeping on the fluffy bed again then~ you thought. 

  You thought, but those thoughts were innocent.

  And then what? Then he took you to his room. Made sure the doors were locked and the windows were closed, he switched off the lights. 

  "It's ok. You'll be mine the whole night."

  Perhaps too innocent for this scorpion.

(Right y'all can imagine by urself what happens next, idk how to write lemon XD)

A/N

HI PPL IM SO SORRY I KINDA FORGOT THIS FANFIC STILL EXISTS EVEN DURING SUMMER (when it's obviously winter now... *kneels down*) T-T pls forgive the author... *bows head*

And as for why I didn't update during the summer as I promised, uhhhh...

See, I'm in this hole

And I can't get out

Help

I'm addicted to this thing called Genshin Impact (it's a thing yes, do you know the pain of losing 50/50, grinding artifacts, getting the FREEMOGEMS, etc, etc. ;-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;)

I spent the whole summer grinding that game (even now LMAO)

If any of you happen to play this game, feel free to add me and we can play together! My UID is 629403188 (America server), nickname Akane (my RPG games name XD)

̶A̶n̶d̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶a̶ ̶X̶i̶a̶o̶ ̶s̶i̶m̶p̶-̶  I can't pull on any banners until Xiao rerun (I'm so sorry Albedo) ;v; But ok, I've grinded so much that I am able to directly level him up to 90 when I get him. Thank you Keqing for coming home on Childe banner, now I have guaranteed Xiao <3

Anyway, until next time ppl. I'll just... go with the flow XD 

(Can y'all like put angry comments telling me to update so I won't procrastinate XD)

- Alice