Soraru x Reader

Feelings

  "Does he hate me or not?"

  "Am I a constant bother to her?"

  "Should I ask him out again and clarify things?"

  "What can I do for her?"

  These uncertain feelings. They suck. And that's what you, and Soraru, are feeling right now.
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Your POV

  Omg like what did I do. I slept on his bed. I honestly can still FEEL the warmth of it... and Soraru-san's sleeping face so CUTE ok I need to stop

  Is this illegal?

  Am I still allowed to be his friend? 

  This is basically how you woke up to be like for the past week. Yes, week. Meaning, you haven't talked to Soraru at all for the past week. The only things you did were drawing for some other utaite's music videos, eating cup noodles, and playing video games. You were about to resume your otaku schedule when you heard a ping coming from your phone. "Who could it be? Don't tell me it's some new proposal for another video... I've got enough work... oh my it's Mafu. What could it be?" You tapped on the notification and the phone brought its screen to Line.

Mafu: Hey Y/N!!

Y/N: Helloooo~~

Mafu: Have you been talking to Soraru?

Y/N: Eh, Soraru? Ummm no why

Mafu: Uh nothing! Just checking on you guys... cya!

Y/N: ?????

  You're genuinely confused. Why did Mafu send this? Is something happening?
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Soraru POV

  Should I talk to Y/N? I think she's probably going to think I'm some kind of weirdo after what I did when I was sick... I mean, I was sICK, so technically my mind wasn't fully functioning... wait, is this called the... unconscious something? The id? Oh my goodness-

  "Hey Soraru, you've been muttering to yourself and not eating your lunch for a few minutes now, are you ok?"

  "H-huh? Oh, uh, I was just thinking about things... I'll eat now..."

  "Uh... ok? Are you sure you're really ok though?"

  "Yes."

  "What, is it about Y/N?"

  ".......??!?!?? What about her?"

  "Like... Ok, let me be straightforward... You guys haven't been talking since last week and that's because you both are embarrassed about your actions. The only viable explanation to this feeling is that YOU BOTH LIKE EACH OTHER!!!!"

  ".......!!!!" Soraru felt his cheeks burn. I-I like Y/N... ?!?! No way... the great utaite Soraru fell in love with someone... I thought I was going to dedicate my life to music, and that's it...!!

  "Well?" Mafu urged. "......I don't like her......" I muttered. "Are you sure," Mafu asked again, this time with a much more serious tone. "......I DON'T!!!" I shouted. "Sorry for shouting. But I don't like her. I love her," I stated, with determination in my voice. "Whoa-" Mafu seemed like he was going to say something but decided not to. 

  I don't care about what others might say. I love her, and I will do anything to get her.
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Your POV

  Sighhhhhhh I want to talk to Soraruuuuuuu

  A day without his voice just feels extremely awkward.

  AHHHHHH do I text him??!! What if he thinks I'm stupid- OH MY GOSH is this a text from him? Speaking of the devil... 

Soraru: Hey, sorry for not talking to you for days. I was busy with a new song.

Y/N: Nono it's absolutely ok, whatcha up to? :D